MADISONS POV:
I stared in the bathroom mirror practically having an anxiety attack about what was about to go down. I don't think I want to do this but I can't chicken out now because I know how important this is to Zoe and I already told her I would do it. Im basically trapped in my own promise.
I sighed and stepped out of the bathroom and sat down on the bed, giving my body a break after the hyperventilating and overthinking I had put it through. I had just walked out of the room but somehow Zoe could already tell I was nervous; she always was able to read people's emotions almost instantly and sometimes it was quite shocking how fast she could do it and even though she could do it to everyone else it made me feel special, nonetheless.
"It'll be fine." She told me with a simple yet comforting smile.
"I know but it'll be weird." I said back.
"Maybe a little but I just don't wanna live with such a big secret that I constantly have to hide." She said.
It was a good point but yet it didn't make me feel any better.
I looked at her and tried to calm myself by thinking positively which can be hard when you're so used mediocre or even terrible things happening but I tried my best. I just repeated the same words over and over again in my head, skipping like a broken record, until it was enough to make all my others thoughts be quiet for just a little.
I laughed, out of nervousness and also I was just trying to cheer myself up, as I prepared myself for the things about to come, the craziness and commotion which may come from excitement or maybe some other bad feelings but I didn't want to think about that now.
Zoe put her hand on my thigh and brushed the hair that had fallen in my face after I was slouching in my lap, behind my ear.
"I love you." She said.
Nothing could cheer me up like those words. They were simple words but coming out of her mouth it was like white turned into rainbow. Those words made me know I was worth something to someone that was worth something to me.
What could be better than that?
I smiled and looked away for a second but looked back when Zoe leaned in to kiss me. The moment I felt her lips against mine I could feel the worry lift off from my skin and turn into nothingness for just a moment.
ZOES POV:
I slowly pushed Madison on her back and pushed my hand up her thigh and into her skirt as our lips pressed against each others. I wish time could freeze and we could just stay here in this warm room against each other with only love to share and thoughts about how much we loved each other.
It all felt so good but I remembered what we had to get done and pulled back and pulled her up with me as to not waste a single second because we were ready right now and I didn't want anything to stop us by waiting any longer.
"Ok we don't have time for this." I laughed getting off the bed and reaching my hand out for Madison to grab.
She grinned at me intently, her beautiful hazel eyes scrunching up, as she stood up from the bed.
"We ready?" I asked holding her in a gentle hug.
She breathed out and looked around.
"I think so." She said looking at me with a slight smile and wide eyes.
I let go of her and opened the door for her. Madison slowly walked towards and down the stairs, gripping the side railing, like if she let go she would topple over and down. I was proud of her for facing her fear and, I know this was my idea but I have to admit, I was starting to get nervous myself.
