You are a monster from hell // b.e.

Billie's Pov

It's been a week since i got out of the hospital. I'm going to therapy but i think its just a waste of time. i never told anyone about brandon doing that. He is blackmailing me to date him. He filmed how he was raping me and said he will post it on the internet. I wish i never went to his house. Everything is getting worse every day.

The only thing that is keeping me alive is thought of Michelle caring about me. She said she loves me and hugged me like she was never going to let me go.

Whenever my anxiety gets worse i just remember the days in the hospital when Michelle would babysit me. Once I woke up in the middle of the night and saw her sleeping on the edge of my bed, holding my hand. I cried thinking of how everything would be better if i didn't send people to kill her brother.

We didn't talk since i got out of there. I need her now but we're back to being enemies again. My mom told me she talked to Michelle and said she was nice. My dad did too but Finneas didn't like her. I mean he literally tried to get her killed, I'm not surprised. Rachel and Michelle became best friends. They already have inside jokes and it's cute.

I sometimes think what if I'm gonna marry Michelle and Finneas will marry Rachel. Which is really dumb, cause i know Michelle and i are never getting together. Should i try it and get to the hospital again so she'll be with me? I need to stop thinking.

Today was rainy and i was sitting by the window. My phone started buzzing and i got up to get it. I see brandon calling me. I ignored it and few calls later he texted me with "So you wanna get leaked, baby girl?" I hate him so much.

I could've kill him already but he is a leader of gang that is friends with our gang. Also our dads are best friends. I can't ruin it all. I sat on my bed and decided to call him back.

"Hey I'm sorry i left my phone upstairs"

"Whatever, come to my house. I wanna spend time with my girlfriend."

"I'm not feeling well today" i fake coughed.

"Okay I'm gonna take care of you, babe." Can he shut the fuck up already.

"I don't know, Brandon i-"

"We talked about how we gonna call each other. Did you forget it baby?"

"Sorry babe." I said rolling my eyes. "Can i come over tomorrow? I really don't feel okay today."

"Okay whatever. See you tomorrow pretty girl." I hung up and closed my eyes. I wanna kill him. I grabbed my pillow and screamed on it.

I honestly wanna talk to Michelle so much. I wish i could. I wish she was here with me. I got up from my bed and ran to Finneas' room. And as i expected they were cuddling with Rachel.

"Rae, can i call Michelle from ur phone?"

"Uh why don't you call her from your phone?"

"Why are you even calling her? She's-" we cut off Finneas by saying shut up at the same time.

"Here it is" she said giving me her phone. I made disgusted face when i saw these two kissing on her wallpaper. I went to contacts and she called her recently.

"You got along with Chelle, i see" i said looking at Rachel and she nodded. Finneas gave her a look and they argued with giving each other those looks. How do they even understand? Anyway i called Michelle and soon she picked up

"Yeah Clauds?"

"Who? I'm Billie calling from Rachel's phone."

"My bad i messed up the contacts with uh my friend." She said nervously.

"Anyway how you're doing?"

"Why did you call me Billie? Is this something important?"

"I just wanted to talk to you or are you busy?"

"I uh i actually am killing people right now"

"I can't tell if you're joking or not" i said chuckling.

"Okay I'll give you a hint" she said then i heard a gunshot and people screaming.

"Jesus, how many people are there?"

"Uh I don't know, 1 2 3- there's 5 people. But don't worry they're gonna die right away without feeling the pain"

"You're a psychopath, Chelle."

"I just enjoy killing them. Anyway are you doing okay?" I didn't know should i tell her the truth or lie.

"I'll take it as a no. I forgot to unblock you, we can talk after i finish my work and we'll talk about it, okay?"

"Yes good luck with your interesting job"

"Bye bye" i couldn't help but smile.

"Reminder that she's your enemy Billie" Finneas said.

"Reminder to mind your business" Rachel said. I chuckled and said thanks giving her the phone. I come to my room and wait impatiently til she'll text me. I need to stop doing this. I start watching Office til i get a notification that Michelle texted me

Michelle

Hey

Hello

Let's ft, im lazy to text

She called me few seconds later and i picked up immediately. Her hair was wet, i guess she just got out of shower.

"Showering without me?" I say smirking

"Yeah but with Bella" she says smirking too

"Who's that"

"I don't know i just said a random name that came to my head." She said shrugging. "How are you anyway?"

"I don't know honestly"

"Talk to me. I'll try to help you"

"Even therapy isn't helping me, are you sure you can?"

"I will try. Now tell me what happened." I looked down not knowing what to say. I can't tell her i was raped by my best friend.

"It's okay if you're not ready for that talk. But I'm always here if you're ready." She said giving me a smile that's always giving me butterflies.

"I uh it's just i can trust you with it right?"

"Yeah the fact that you're sending people to kill me, and that we're enemies doesn't means you can't trust me."

"I'm not sending- uh it's Finneas." She gave me 'seriously?' look. "Uhh sorry?"

"it's fine but it happened like 3 times my ass" she said laughing. I wish i could hear this laugh every day of my life. "Okay anyway you always can trust me." I sighed and remembered that worst day of my life.

"I was hanging out with brandon and-" i paused, not wanting to tell her that i was raped.

"Did he do something to you?"

"It's- he just i didn't know he would- and it all just is so-"

"Wait, calm down first, okay?"

"Okay. He raped me while i was asleep." Her brows furrowed and her whole face started turning red. She stayed silent but by looking at her eyes you can tell she's going to kill him.

"I'm gonna cut his dick off" she said getting up then ended the call. Oh shit.

I called her few times but she didn't pick it up. Well at least she will kill him, I'm not even gonna stop her. I should have told her sooner.