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꒰ 𝖢𝖺𝗅𝗅 ꒱
𝗦𝗼𝘆𝗲𝗼𝗻 𝗽𝗼𝘃

It's Friday, school ended and I'm heading home. Since I told Jay yesterday that I like him I avoided him at all cost.

Why did I tell him? I'm confused about my feelings right now and I want a little time to think about it.

I finally got home, I feel like things have gotten better since I met him.

My cuts are finally starting to heal after he bandaged them and he helped me eat once in a while.

I'm really thankful but I can't always show it and I get angry easily which scares me.

I really say things that I don't mean sometimes and that's why I want to be left alone so I don't hurt him.

How can he understand me when I don't understand myself?

Pushing those thoughts away I got on my porch, is my dad home? The lock on the door is broken.

Not again..I sighed slowly opening the door peeking inside hearing some noises from the living room.

My eyes widened getting away from the door. He's on the couch, on top of a women that's almost naked.

It's not the first time but I hate when this happens. I prefer being beaten up than seeing this.

It started pouring outside and I was there stuck on the porch. Great. What do I do?

I don't want to assist this disgusting situation but I have nowhere to go.

Should I call Jay? He's the only one that would actually help me and he knows about my family situation.

Before calling him, I crossed the street quickly through the rain and stood underneath the roof of a pharmacy.

I took out my phone and looked for his number that I saved in my phone a week ago.

Incoming call with Jay </3...

Don't ask why I put that heart there, I don't know myself but I waited for him to pick up.

Not even 5 seconds passed for him to respond.

"Hi Soyeon what's up?"

He tried to play cool but I could tell he was surprised, cute.

"Hey..Can you come over for a bit? You remember where I live right? I'll be in front of the pharmacy across the street."

"Yeah sure but why so sudden?

" I'll tell you later. "

"Alright I'm coming right now."

You ended the voice call..

Now I just have to wait, if only it wouldn't have rained I could've gone to the park or something.

My stomach started hurting again, and I feel dizzy but it's usual at this point.

Why do I end up in these kind of situations?

Does he live far? I haven't thought about that, maybe he's on the other side of town and I made him come through the rain.

Another reason to feel guilty I guess.

I was looking at my feet until I heard someone running, looking up I see Jay approaching me with an umbrella while panting.

He was smiling from ear to ear like usual, he finally reached me placing the umbrella over my head also.

"I'm glad you called me, did something happen?" he placed his hand on my shoulder leaning in.

He's doing this on purpose isn't he.

"It's about my dad.." I started saying and I could clearly see his mood changing as he looked at my house.

"He didn't do anything to me this time don't worry!" I quickly said making him look at me again.

"Then what happened?" he was worried and confused of what he should do.

"When I came home the lock on the door was broken.. and he brought a women home. I didn't even get in and I can't stay there.."

This is honestly so embarrassing to say it's like asking him to take me in and I hate that I have to do this.

But surprisingly he just placed his arms around me placing his chin on top of my head.

I froze feelings his warmth against my body. His arms are so comfortable, I could feel myself blushing and my heart beat speeded up.

Placing my arms slowly around him I let my head rest on his chest and I could hear his heartbeat.

Damn he's nervous too. This is awkward but I don't want to let go.

"Let's go to my place, my parents aren't home and it's cold. I'm happy that you called out for me this time."

His grip on me tightened before letting me go slowly. He looked at my face and placed his hand on my cheek smiling.

This boy is killing me what the hell is happening to me.

" Is Soyeon blushing?! Oh my God I'll never forget this! " he teased me pointing at my red cheeks as I pushed his hand away looking elsewhere.

It's already too late to deny it, I do like him.