~?Still Into You?~ (SapnapxReader)

SAPNAPS POV

I felt awful yelling at Y/n like that last night. It's the next day and I have no idea where she is now. Well, she's probably at her house, but I wonder what she's doing right now. I really want to go see her. To apologize for lashing out at her, to take back all the untruthful things I said to her, but I feel like that's risky. I don't want to go see her hurt because I know that'll just hurt me more. Seeing the person I love in that kind of state doesn't feel that good.

I jolt out of my thoughts from a soft knock on my bedroom door.
"Come in." I call out to the person on the other side. Hearing my voice for the first time in awhile made me even more mad at myself. I haven't talked since last night, not telling Dream or George anything. I couldn't. How do I say "yeah, I fucked up so bad that I lost the girl I love"?

The door opens to reveal Dream AND George. Both of them. That probably means they want to have a "talk" or something. I let out a small sigh before speaking up. "Yes?" I say eagerly, wanting them to just get to the point so I can be left alone. "We know you aren't doing to well, not sure why, but we wanted you to come with us to hang out with everyone tonight, I think it'll be a good break from your room." Dream explains, taking a seat on the end of my bed while George stayed leaning against the door frame.

I thought about it for a moment. He said 'everyone' meaning Y/n will be there. I didn't want to see her. Not yet at least. Once again I still feel extremely bad for lashing out at her like that. "I think I'm going to pass-" I tell them, feeling kind of bad for turning down their invite, but I just couldn't bring myself to see her again so soon.

"Ok, you don't have to come, but at least get out of your room and eat something while we are gone." George requests with a seriously genuine expression. I silently nod, giving them a little smile to show them I mean it.
"Well, we are leaving in ten minutes so goodbye, don't start the house on fire,"Dream jokes a bit to lighten up the mood a bit. "Will do." I say as they walk out my door, softly shutting it on their way out.

I let out a relieved but sad sigh. I really wanted to see Y/n, but I also didn't. I don't even know what I'm feeling-
Seconds later I hear my phone vibrate on the bed side table. A little glint of hope rushed through me. A part of me was hoping it was Y/n. I lift up my phone to see I have received a message from Ashley. That girl I met at the airport weeks ago.

Ashley: Hey! ;)

I groan in disappointment. She's still flirting with me?!

Me: Hello

Ashley: what's wrong? You seem down, love :(

I Start to get a bit frustrated. I didn't want to be rude and just ghost her, or even worst snap at her, hurting her as well. So I tried to keep my answers short, keeping my anger locked inside of me.

Me: I'm fine

Ashley: Well, you didn't answer my question when I asked. When you are getting back, I was thinking we can plan something ;) like a date?

I press my lips together, forming a thin line. That didn't interest me, I wasn't interested in her actually. I have no idea why I actually contacted this girl to begin with. I really should have just ignored the number on the cup-

Me: idk maybe

I just ignored her after that. During the performance last night I texted with her to distract myself from Y/n. I mostly just tried to have a decent conversation, but she was the one that made it all flirty.

I really miss Y/n-

Y/N'S POV

*knock* *knock* "Y/n?" I hear a knock at my door. I roll over in my bed that I have been in ever since last night to see who was at the door.
Tubbo opens it slightly, making sure I'm not changing or anything. Once it was clear he opens it fully, looking at me with genuine sympathy in his eyes.