~?Still Into You?~ (SapnapxReader)

Before the chapter starts I would just like to say: HOLY SHIT THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 200 READS ALREADY! AH! I AM SO GLAD THIS IS DOING GOOD!
Anyways now that I'm done freaking out we can start the chapter :]

Y/NS POV

I am the happiest I have ever been in weeks. The fact that Sapnap actually wanted to talk it out as well was nice. Words can't describe how much I've missed him.

I had totally forgot about the song and the conversation I had with Wilbur an hour prior. It's just when I'm with him all I can focus on is him, nothing else is irrelevant. Just him. So when I got a text from Wilbur I was over the moon.
"Oop, one sec." I tell him, cutting off the conversation we were in the middle of. I slip my phone out of my pocket to see the message read:

Wilbur!: I FOUND A GIG! It's for next Saturday! So you can perform your song for him then ;D

A huge smile forms on my face as I re-read his message for the millionth time. Each time making me more and more excited, still a tinge of nervousness kept lurking though.
"What are you smiling at?" Sapnap nudges me, noticing how happy I was at the notification I got.

"It's Wilbur!" I exclaim. At that moment I realize I haven't told him yet as I watch his facial expression go from a uplifting one to a confused and a bit of a disappointed look. "No, it's nothing like that! He just found us a gig!" I explain to him the second I realized.
"Oh sweet!" His expression goes back to an uplifted one, with a big smile. Cute.

"I would really like it if you could come! It's this Saturday!" I explain to him, trying not to spoil what it actually is.
"Of course! Why wouldn't I?" He says excitedly, making me smile even more. Even though deep down I still had a nervous feeling. This is the song that reveals it ALL. It HAS to be good. It's my goal to make it the best thing he has and will ever experience.

And that's what I'm doing!

"Ok..." I take a deep breath, stepping up to the microphone that would usually be Wilbur's spot.
"You got this! It's just rehearsal, you don't have to worry!" Wilbur comforts me, holding my guitar carefully in hand. I nod, looking forward again.
"Ok, everyone ready?" I was, imitating what Wilbur normally says during practices.

"Let's do this!" Tommy exclaims, getting all hyped up as per usual.
"Alright-" I take a deep breath as Tubbo starts.

Time skip✨

We have been rehearsing everyday this entire week. It has to be extremely perfect. It is so far, but a little more practicing couldn't hurt.
There's one more day until the performance. I'm thinking of spending that day with Sapnap, he is leaving the day after the performance. Going back to Florida. Thousands of miles and kilometres away-

It'll be fine though! I just have to spend as much time with him as possible. It's also a way I could calm down more, get rid of all my nervousness and such. I'm mostly excited, but I have never sang in front of more then... actually- now that I think about it I have never really sang in front of someone except myself.
Now this is even more nerve wrecking.
Well, I mean except for the band. I kind of have to when we are practicing.

I quickly pull out my phone to get my mind off of things. Going into Sapnaps contact. I collapse onto my bed while writing the text, having been pacing nervously around my room seconds prior.

Me: Hey! I was wondering if you would like to hang out tomorrow? We can go to shops and stuff, have a day with just the two of us! :D

I wasn't expecting him to reply right away, so I pocketed my phone in the front pocket of my hoodie and left my room. It's only around ten in the morning so I assumed he's still sleeping. I normally don't wake up this early, but there is an occasional time where I wake up early and can't go back to sleep.