You're Not Alone | Carlos Pena

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I rushed to her side as picked up her limp, unconscious body, not caring about the blood. "ROSALIE!? ROSALIE!?" I screamed. I bent my head down to her chest. Nothing. No sound of breath. No heart beat. "CALL 911!!!" I screamed at Monica, snapping her out of her shocked state.

She pulled out her phone and dialed the number. I pulled Rose closer to my chest, not wanting to leave her. Not wanting her to go, tears streaked my cheeks. "Please don't leave me. I love you." I kept saying over and over, as if in a trance. Soon paramedics rushed in and tried to take we from me.

They got we on the stretcher. "NO! DON'T TAKE HER FROM ME!" I screeched as Monica held me back. "C-Carlos. STOP!" She yelled at me sobbing. I froze and fell to the ground, sobbing. "W-we need t-to get to t-the hospital." Monica stuttered.

I stood up, still crying. What she did next surprised me. She hugged me. She rubbed my back as I cried into her shirt. How manly of me, I know. "Carlos it will be fine. Now we should really go to the hospital." I nodded and pulled away, wiping away her tears, then mine. We hurried to the elevator and down to her car.

We jumped in her car and she pulled out of the parking lot. I nervously shook my legs until we were at the hospital. I ran inside and to the desk. "First initial and last name?" The nurse asked me. "R. Adams." I said. The nurse looked through a file before turning to me sadly as saying, "I'm sorry but she passed away 10 minutes ago." Wait, what? What?!

"W-what?" I stuttered, finally saying it allowed. "I said that the patient you wish to see passed away." She said, rather rudely, and turned away. And I lost it. All sanity was lost. I screamed and fell to the floor sobbing, my head in my hands. "Carlos!!! I'm awake- wait, what's wrong?" A voice said.

I looked up to see James, Kendall, and- Logan! I jumped up, happy and hugged him, just to start crying again. "Are you that happy to see me?" He joked, patting my back. I pulled away, taking a few deep breaths.

"I-it's Rosalie. S-she-sh-she's gone." I said. They looked at me confused. "Oh where did she go?" Logan asked. "YOU DON'T GET IT! SHE'S DEAD!" I yelled, unintentionally. "She-how-what?" They all stuttered before Monica came running out of a all, smiling.

"Hey Carlos! Why aren't y- what's wrong?" She asked, her smile turning into a frown. "MY GIRLFR- ROSALIE'S DEAD!" I screamed again, her flinching, then looking confused. "Um no. I just saw her. She's still sleeping." She said. What?!?! I rushed over to the nurse.

"Rosalie Adams is NOT dead." I growled at her before running back over to Monica, where she was talking to James. "Room number?" I asked. "111." She said laughing. Logan followed me to room 111 and I opened the door to see her bandaged up, like a broken doll, who needed time and love to be fixed, but would always have scars.

I sat down by we bed and held her hand, just looking at her. Then Logan broke the silence. "How did she end up here?" He asked, sitting down next to me and wincing. Probably from the crash. "I-I- w-was going to apologize. We had broken up, Kendall and her were kissing and-" but her cut me off.

"What!? She was cheating?" Logan said in disbelief. I sighed.

"Kendall might of kissed her. I never let her explain. I ignored because I was angry, sad, and just heartbroken. Well I ran into Monica and we heard Rosalie scream. She opened the door a-and there she was, li-lifeless and n-not breathing. She had cut herself and stabbed herself in the side." I said, not even realizing I was crying.

Logan patted my back. "Thanks finding her. Who knew what would've happened if you found her any- later." He said, ending in a whisper. I nodded. "You know, this isn't the first time she's tried to kill herself." Logan said, kind of in a trance. "S-She's tried to commit suicide b-before?" I asked, wondering why and where I was when it happened.

"Yeah, hard to believe right? You and the guys were at the studio. I went to go and see her and caught her in the bathroom with some pills. I had to fight them away from her. She cried and cried and eventually told me it was from all the hate, you know, from her and Kendall dating. I agreed to not tell anyone if she agreed to never do it again. Ha, and look where we are now." He said.

I let all that imformation run through my head. There was a  lot that I thought I knew about Rosalie, but she still had billions of secrets bottled up inside. I sighed. "You're gonna get her back. Promise." Logan said before getting up and leaving. I sat thinking for a moment.

What were her secrets? Did anybody else know them? Now the only thing I had to figure out was why- Why did she do this to herself. Why did she try to kill herself? But more importantly, did I cause it?

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