It's Always You (Peter Parker X Reader)

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"I'm so sorry." Steve said walking over to me and giving me a hug. I hugged him tightly back and sobbed.

>.<

"I love you 3000 Y/N." Tony said in the hologram. He was smiling brightly. I smiled sadly and looked down, tears rolling down my face. It switched off and everyone stood up heading outside.

It was the day of the funeral. The funeral of Natasha and Tony. I stared at both of the boats and let out a shaky breath. Morgan came forward and placed a picture of me and Tony on his boat along with a photo of him with the rest of the Avengers. I smiled at her sadly and kissed her forehead. She smiled a little and came beside me to hug my leg. Steve came forward and placed a half eaten sandwich on the boat. He did explain to me why though so that's good. He placed a photo of her with the Avengers as well. I looked around and suddenly I felt someone hold my hand. I looked on my left to see Peter looking at the boats but he had a sad smile on his face. I placed my head on his shoulder and he placed his head on mine.

"I love you both." I whispered looking at the boats go away. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. Soon, it was time for all of us to head back. We said our goodbyes to Pepper and Morgan and went back to the tower. I walked in my room to see many pictures of me and the Avengers. Steve and Bucky making funny faces while I added makeup on them. Sam putting whip cream all over my face. Peter and me smiling like idiots with sunglasses on. Wanda and me standing with our backs together showing our powers. Vision and me just standing straight and I looked like I was trying so hard not to laugh. Strange doing the weird sparkly yellow thing while I was standing there confused. Bruce and me doing some type of experiment. Me wearing fake claws while T'Challa was in his suit with his mask off with a big smile on his face. Natasha and me looking at each other with big smiles while holding knifes in our hands. There we're a lot of pictures with them, I smiled at the memories until I saw the other side of the wall, where it was all me and Tony's pictures. I chuckled a little seeing all the goofy pictures. There was one where he was focusing on fixing his suit but I was messing around with his hair which was messy. But one picture caught my eye. A single tear rolled down my cheek as I saw the picture. It was me and him hugging tightly and smiling brightly. He was looking down at me while I was looking up at him. He was having his 'proud dad moment' for me beating a guy up at school because he called me a psychopathic jerk. I laughed a little and sat down on my bed. I guess this was it. Everyone was going to move on. I walked out my room and headed to the living room to see the Avengers there except Peter. I sighed and went over to them. Peter hasn't talked to me at all so I guess this is the right decision to do? But it was my choice. My life so I'm doing this for my own good. For everyone's own good.

"Hey." I said softly. Everyone's attention went to me.

"I'm l-leaving. I'm off to start my life on my own. I'm su- Wait where's Steve?" I said looking around. Sam shook his head and took out Steve's shield from behind him. I sighed as a tear rolled down my cheek. He left too.

"I understand what you mean Y/N. We we're planning on that too, but if you need any one of us just come to us or call us. We will be there in a minute." Wanda said walking over to me. She hugged me tightly and I could feel her crying on my shoulder.

"I love you guys." I whispered to them. They came towards me and we all stood there hugging each other in a circle. I wiped my tears and looked up at Sam who gave me an audio tape.

"It's from Cap." He said softly. I nodded and was about to head outside when I looked over at Bucky.

"Tell Peter I love him." I smiled sadly and gave him a note to hand over to Peter. He nodded and hugged me tightly. I returned the hug and stepped outside with my things in the car. I sat down on the drivers seat. I took a deep breath and drove off. I placed the audio tape in the thing and Steve's voice started speaking.

Hey Y/N, it's your favorite person in the whole wide world. I'm truly sorry for what happened. You must be having a hard time and I am having a hard time as well. Everyone is actually. So I left. I left to be happy. That's what everyone's planning right? To move on and live in peace after many years. I'm sure you will succeed in life Y/N. But make me one promise. Don't cry because I'm gone. Don't. Just think about it. I'm in a better place with the help of the time machine of course, and so is your dad. He will always be in your heart Y/N. Even everyone else. I hope you take care of yourself alright? I love you and make sure the gift I gave you is in the box. Which box? I know you're going to take that car so open the box which is in the back seat. You'll find a little surprise in there. Once again I love you forever and always little one.

The audio tape stopped playing and I sighed with a smile on my face. I parked the car at the side of the road and looked behind to see a box. I took it and opened it slowly. It was a picture of all of us. It was when they we're all planning to prank me. I was covered with silly string while everyone was looking at me and laughing. I smiled and placed the picture down. I looked down at the box to see a little Captain America shield keychain. I grinned and held on to it tightly.

I'm going to move on.

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PETER'S POV

I rushed to the tower and saw everyone there except Y/N.

"W-Where is she?" I asked hesitantly. Bucky looked at me with a sad look.

"She left." He said. I stood there in shock.

"S-She left without saying goodbye?" I said completely shocked. Wanda nodded and looked away trying hard not to cry.

"She asked me to give you this." Bucky handed me a note and I slowly opened it.

Hey Spidey boy, I'm so sorry for not saying goodbye. You know it's hard to say goodbyes right? Please don't worry I'm going to live a better life. I'll surely miss you so much but you deserve better. I heard MJ had a crush on you? Didn't you know that? I shouldn't be saying this I'm such a jerk. Anyways, I love you. Forever will. Until the end I will always love you Peter. I don't know if the kiss meant anything to you but it meant something to me. I feel like the luckiest girl in the world when I am with you. Thank you for everything Peter Parker. Please stay safe with the Avengers or please just move on. Move on Peter. You deserve so much better. I promise you we will meet again. Alright? Take care of yourself. - Y/N

I sighed and looked down at my right hand. I was holding a picture of me and Y/N. We we're on top of the tower looking at each other with bright smiles. I smiled sadly and kept the letter safely.

"I'll see you guys soon." I said. They nodded and hugged me tightly. I stepped out the building and walked away. I will find her. I will one day. I love her. I really do and I can't live without her at all. I will move on. But for now..

She's gone...

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"Dear Peter Parker, are you a magician? It's the strangest thing, but every time I look at you, everyone else disappears.