I should have made a move earlier than her. I let him slip through my fingers. If I had claimed him soon, he would have been mine.
Too late, asshole. Too late. Accept it, Yuuji. You lost your lover.
At least, he is still my friend now. His happiness is my happiness.
But how am gonna bury these feelings? I don't think I will be able to get over him. I still remember the day I fell in love with at first sight.
On the first day of high school, I transferred from Sendai to Tokyo. I was kinda nervous to get along with new people. But that is alright, I am good at socialising.
I was standing in front of the door, shaking my hands to calm down. I was about to open the door when I felt someone's presence
"What are you waiting for?" I flinched and turned around to see a tall, white-haired man with glasses coming closer to my face. I backed away a little hitting my back to the door.
"Hm, a new student." He shouted clapping his hands. I thought he was a teacher, but it turned out that he was just visiting his husband. He actually teaches at university.
When we entered, the whole class stopped talking, and the girls suddenly screamed as soon as they saw Gojo-sensei. I reckon they are head over heels for him.
Minutes later, my real teacher, Geto-sensei, came. Gojo-sensei got hit by his husband kissing him in front of the students. Some of them disgusted, some of them cheered.
Suddenly, a pair of blue eyes caught my attention. It was easy to see his eyes due to the sun. I froze at that moment, my heart skipped a bit. I locked my eyes with him, and I had no intention of taking my eyes off of him. He kept staring at me, and I kept staring at him. His eyes are cold as night, emotionless, just glaring at me for no reason, and also he looks like, hey, look, I am an emo guy. I don't give a shit and I am not pleased to meet you.
I started to like him from the start, and that turned into love. I was always getting excited to see him and learn new things about him. He is like a pure soul to me.
Hot tears were rolling down my face as I squeezed my eyes, pulling my knees to faces, hiding my face to my knees. Due to crying a lot, without realization, I drifted to sleep.
I flinched at the sound of someone bursting into the bathroom. I shivered due to the cold water. How long has it been rubbed my eyes as standing up?
"Woah, easy, boy, easy."
Taking the nearest towel, I swiftly wrapped it around me. "Privacy, ma'am, privacy! What are you even doing here?!" I looked at my eyes closed Nobara.
"No one told you to stand up, dumbass, and you weren't answering. I thought you killed yourself."
"Hahaha, do not exagratte. Now, get the hell out of here."
"Alright. I am getting out, don't blow a fuse." She said as closing the door. Then again she opened and peeked her head. "I forgot to say. Your deck is huge." She winked at me.
"Hey! Please tell me you didn't see it."
"I can't tell." She shouted from the other side of the door.

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misunderstanding || itafushi ?
FanfictionIt's AU 'itafushi' fanfic. They've known each other since high school. Yuuji(19) has had a crush on Megumi(20) since then but couldn't confess him. He decided to open up about his feelings to him two weeks ago on his birthday. But it didn't go as he...
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