I may delete this. I don't know.
This is a bit of a reflection.
I've struggled to find the words, but I think I finally have found some way to phrase it.
I've come to a realization...
I don't think I'll ever really be 'okay' again. I'll always be writing, I'll always be drawing, and I'll always be playing video games; however, I don't think I'll ever in that good, positive mindset. I don't think it'll ever be the same.
There are things in this world that we can't control, and it's not good to blame yourself for these kind of things. But, in the end, you'll always carry that feeling of 'what if'...
If anything, I just know that I don't want anyone telling me about taking 'breaks' or anything of that sort...
If anything, at the end of all this, I'm sorry for not telling all of you what this is about. Why I'm sorry or why I'm feeling this way. I don't know if I'll ever be ready to fully tell a bunch of people the reason.
I write it down to express it, but I can never press the publish or submit button without my hands getting all shaky.
I don't really know where I'm going with this.
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In different news,
There's gonna be a oneshot part tomorrow. It's part two to Simulation AU. That's uh. I guess that's something. So, I highly suggest that you read pt. 1.
