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i quite literally had to force myself to sit and write this because i had no motivation. sorry for the late update again and happy holidays! and happy new year!

thank you for all of y'all for reading!

best, kj <3

i'm laying with vinnie, both of us snuggling on the couch. it's christmas eve and we just finished decorating cookies so now we're waiting for them to cool. we've been together for a year and it's been magical. he's the sweetest person you'll ever meet, even if he can be a dumbass sometimes. he's a goofball though and never fails to make me laugh.

the fire is crackling in front of us and i'm laying with my back against his front, a blanket over our legs. i've been cold all day and he's tried his best to make sure i'm warm. 

"are you comfortable?" he asks, leaning his face into my neck, breath tickling my skin.

"mhm," i say, closing my eyes and feeling his chest rise and fall as he breathes. his hand wraps around my stomach and his hand slowly runs under my shirt, over my lower abdomen.

his long fingers lightly brush against the skin of the scar i have on my lower abdomen and i know he loves it just as much as the rest of my body. his hand continues lightly caressing my skin and makes its way up my side and over my chest to my collar bone, lightly resting his hand there. i lightly rotate myself so we now face each other on the couch and he smiles small.

"hi" he mutters, hand now tracing over my cheek and lip.

"hi" i reply, my hands running through his curls. he smiles again and his hands run back down my arms, over more scars, to my knuckles. he lightly brings my hand to his lips and kisses the knuckle of each of my fingers, looking me in my eye as he does it.

"vinnie, how is it you found me at the lowest point of my life and managed to make me feel loved and worthy of life?" i whisper, looking down at him.

"you just needed someone to talk to. not someone that would sugarcoat how you were feeling because they were afraid you would snap. i just wanted to talk to you, let you know you were heard, and leave myself available for you if you ever decided to  open up."

"and i did" i reply, eyes slowly blinking while focusing on his face. "with how much shit i was going through when we first met, i still somehow felt close to you. i felt that opening up to you would help me and not hurt me. i felt that you were the one thing that would finally make life worthwhile."

vinnie tucks a strand of my curls behind my ear and replies, "y/n, you are the most important person to me. i've never felt so close to someone before. not only did you open up to me but i felt that i could also come to you if i needed to. you became my support system along with my family and i want you to know that i love you. and you are everything to me."

i smile, feeling my eyes water, and say, "i love you too, vin. and you're my everything too."

he smiles and softly presses his lips to mine, grabbing my face with both of his hands. i wrap my hands around his neck, inching them across the couch's leather to interlock them, and pull myself further into his chest. further into the place i'm always welcome. home.


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