Onepiece x reader

It was over, the only thing left being the blackness that surrounded you. The darkness seemed to wrap and consume everything in sight if there was anything out there. "I'm dead... I'm dead! Hahahahaha!" The thought was scary, you'd come face to face with death often you reasoned that you wouldn't be so scared when it actually happened. But you were scared, scared and alone, in this ever dark place. You began to walk, or you think you were walking it was hard to tell with everything being so dark. 'It's so cold here... I wonder if this is what the bottom of the ocean is like...' you continued to put one foot infront of the other for what seemed like hours. '. . .' There sat a table infront of you, it had Materialized  out of no where. The table was round and wooden it was too tall for an average family that was for sure, a small cupcake sat on the table, the pastry was sloppily made, the icing being poorly done and the candle being very off center. your gaze turned up to see a stark white silhouette sitting at the table on a matching chair to the table. The figure was small there feet being far from the ground as they dangled over the edge of the seat a party hat sat off center on their head.  Dark tears poured down the strangers face and then they spoke, well it was more of a whisper, "he forgot, he forgot. He forgot. He forgot." It... it was your voice, granted it was higher pitched younger version of your voice.

A lump formed in your throat. Even in the endless darkness it felt like dozens of eyes were on you.

You knew what shadow of a memory you were looking at, it was when you were little, dad had promised to make it home that night to celebrate your 10th birthday. The bakery had been closed that day so you had to make your own birthday cupcake, it was the one day you were ever allowed to have cake. You remember clearly how excitedly you waited for your 'father' to come home, you sat at that damn table for hours upon hours, you waited until it was dark outside, and even when it became clear he wasn't coming you still waited you waited until the sun came up the next day... And even then he didn't arrive.

"He forgot about us... again. Why does he always forget.... We did everything right, didn't we? So then why does he forget... he loves us right? H-he loved us at one point right?" The silhouette spoke slightly louder. You didn't know what to say, you didn't know the answer to this question either. "Is it because of mom?"

You were thrown back by those words, literally. You crashed to the floor only to look up and see a tall woman, she must of atleast been 8ft. 'Mom...' "don't look at me like that y/n. I may be your mother but not even a mother could love a monster child like you. Do I make myself clear? You will go through this world as a tool, something to be used. You are a monster by birth, those fangs in your mouth are proof. This world has no love for you, it is best if you learn young, it will teach you how to minimize the pain you are cursed to carry and deliver. Never forget this y/n, your mother hates you and so will the world." The words hit like knives, you didn't have many memories of your mother but this was the most prominent one. The cold look she always held towards you, you wondered if she was trying to help you in some twisted way.

Large tears poured down your face. "There is love for me in the world! Ace and Luffy proved that to me! I-I loved my brothers and I'm sure they love me! I miss them! I miss them and all the others! Chopper, Nami, Zoro, Sanji, Robin, Franky, Brooke, Ussop I miss all of them so much! So much it hurts! Who cares what you think... you didn't love me, you were barely even THERE!" She was gone.... Everything was gone, the quiet was so deafening...

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You had been waiting forever now, waiting for what? Anything, this place... it was like an endless night or perhaps a nightmare. You didn't know how long you had been in this place but it was far too long, you had tried to keep yourself busy, you ran until you collapsed, slept until you could no longer rest or even feel tired, and then you screamed, you screamed and screamed until the screams came back in distorted echos... slowly they morphed into words.  "Worthless child" "useless" "they don't miss you" "monster" "weak" "alone, alone alone always alone" "no one loves you." "You died for nothing"
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"Hey, hey can you hear me? Hey kiddo!" Your eyes looked up, your tears made everything blurry but there was clearly someone there, someone you couldn't recognize. The tall figure crouched down to reach your eye level. "Hey their kiddo, you've been stuck here for awhile, gosh I wish I had found you sooner, sadly I don't tend to be the best with directions... haha..." the man infront of you radiated a comforting warmth, he had a white chef uniform on, with his brown hair in an interesting haircut and a semi circle scar around one of his eyes. "Let's get you out of here. Come on their are some people who want to meet you." He held out his hand which you carefully took. 'So warm...' As you held his hand the darkness around you disappeared, revealing a field of flowers, the sky was a brilliant blue with some clouds floating by 'So many beautiful colours.... "Oh I guess I should introduce myself, my name is thatch. I've been looking forward to meeting you for a long time now y/n"