Just an experiment.. | ronarry/rarry

cw: sexual things?? not fully smut but sorta smut ig???

"Wait what? You love me?" Ron pulled away from our hug and looked at me starstruck

"I-in like a platonic way you know a love that mates have" I replied giving a nervous laugh at the end.

Ron wrapped his arms around my waist as I wrapped mine around his neck, he brushed his lips against mine.

His lips felt in place as they were in contact with mine again, I think I'm in fully fucking in love with my best mate. Ron pulled away from me.
"Super platonic" He whispered before pulling me back in for another kiss.

Our lips moved in sync with each other. Ron pushed me back onto my bed and placed his legs either side of my waist. I slipped my tongue into his warm mouth and our tongues fought for dominance with each other, his won. I moaned in pleasure as I run my hands through his silky, ginger hair.

Our boners rubbed against each other as we rekindled our romance.

My legs quivered as he held me close, I missed this. I could smell his strong cologne again, everything felt normal again. Everything felt in place and perfect. I could stay like that forever, I wish I could. It felt like nothing changed but it did, didn't it?

Ron pulled away and reached into my bedside draw for condoms and lube and well do I really need to explain what we do next? 

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Here I lay, in just my boxers sweating profusely while my best friend lay his head on my chest. I breathed heavily, my chest moving in sync with my breathing. Ron's head bobbed up and down when my chest moved. 

You know when you're in such a comfortable position in your bed or somewhere else that you just feel tired and feel the urge to instantaneously fall into a deep sleep, yeah I felt like that. 

Ron was like this special person that just makes me feel all warm inside, he's like the person I hope I see in my memories right before I die. That's the only way I can explain how truly beautiful he makes me feel. He's the person I want to grow old with. I feel like he could take away all my ptsd, anxiety, everything and just make it disappear in one snap. He's my own special fairy godmother.

I shut my eyes and hoped for a sweet and long-lasting sleep while Ron fiddled with my top of my boxers.

A / N

sory i was gone 4 such a long time lmfao i had stuff . 

uh anyway i wrote this whole chapter while listening to music because mitski >>>>> 

see you in a few months (/hj)

alex xx