Field of Thoughts

Saved

Standing in the edge of the building

While the rain is continually pouring

And my heart is in pain, throbbing

Tired of all the things, I'm doing

I closed my eyes and took a step forward

Not minding what would happen afterward

But I can't feel the air caressing me

As I waited for the impact to kiss me

I opened my eyes and saw I'm still standing

At the edge of the building while raining

I turned my gaze and saw you there with me

Hugging me like you're scared to lost me

From the edge I backed away, slowly

I turned to your way to see you more closely

I smiled at you tenderly, as I now understand it clearly

Dying is not an option to escape this cruel reality

Thank you for saving me

You didn't even give up easily on me

This is really enough already

I'm just truly happy you're now with me.

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Written by yours truly.

This was written back when I was kind of suffering from depression or sort. There's this moment in my life that I question myself, what if I die today or tomorrow or the next day? Would things be more easier for them without me? Then I realized that dying is not the answer to it.

As I said from my previous entries, if no one will come to save you save, yourself. That's why I saved myself with Him guiding me from above.

Let me tell you this, my dears.

Know yourself better that anyone. Instead of drowning yourself in more further and deeper, you should get to your senses and keep on swimming until you'll see the light to the brightest blue sky.