bygone

Ara's POV

After the incident, I started to distance myself from my friends. When they try to talk to me, I avoid them. When they greet me, I'll blankly look at them and walk past them. During lunch, I always stay in the comfort room and cry. After class, I'll immediately head home. I always write down everything that's happening to me in my journal and hide it under my clothes.

I still receive some messages from an unknown number. I still have nightmares every night, and it gets worse. I'm starting to become a different person. I rarely talk anymore. I always eat less, which causes me to have weight loss. Jacob keeps asking me if I'm ok, and all I give him is simple nods.

Every night, I always wake up from a bad dream and cry.

'What is my purpose in life? What have I done wrong in the past life that I have to experience this? What would happen if I wasn't born in this world? '

I've been hearing whispers in my head about me being useless, worthless, toxic, flirt, slut, fake, heartless, cold.

Until I started to feel nothing.