Mr Player//BTS FF

Chapter 59

"Right, dating Jimin must be hard too since he's like a kid naturally, imagine if he was to have been hit in the head instead. How much more childish could he possibly get." Your words brought laughter to both of you girls while Jimin gave you a side stare coldly. 

"I guess you are aware that I'm still here right?" He asked you and you both just laughed a little more while you started walking towards the front door.

"Let me know when you get home and be careful on the way there," You told them as they said their goodbyes and as soon as you closed the door, you darted towards Jungkook's office to hurry up and fix it, for you had left some things a mess still.

Like a siphon, you started to place the things on his desk as they were and then you fixed the cushions on the sofa a bit, ran and closed the glass door off the bookcase and finally fell on the floor stretching the carpet as it was supposed to be.

"Finished." You muttered to yourself as you stood up and as soon as you turned around you came face to face with Jungkook who was standing behind you.

Your heart seemed to stop at the sight of him and your face lost colour until he spoke.

"Were you cleaning?" He uttered and you quickly swallowed the knot tied in your neck and cleared your throat a bit, in an attempt to not look too nervous as you actually were.

"Um, yeah. Since I was here early I thought I would  do some cleaning." Your reply came off casually as you walked towards him in an attempt to leave the room while he sat leaning against one side of the doorframe.

But when you went to pass he held out his hand, blocking the exit.

"Where did you go after you left me at my brother's house?" He asked and you didn't even turn your head to face him as you were kind of imagining his gaze already.

And even though you knew he was suspicious out of jealousy usually, this time because you had something to hide, you felt in danger.

"In the office, didn't I tell you? I had forgotten my things there and of course some of your stuff too." You gave him the same excuse you had given him before leaving Jimin's apartment.

"Ah yes. And if that's so why did my secretary call me asking if I would need the things brought to me?" His words completely froze your blood, finding that now he had a reason to be angry because you had lied to him and he had found out about it.

You left a breath leave your lips before turning your head to face him, immediately regretting your action as the look in his eyes showed that you had hurt him.

Jungkook pulled his hand away and simply turned and left the room, leaving you now in a state full of regret.

I hate everything! And him! And his secretary who can't mind his business for once! And my life in general! And damn my luck, why are you so harsh on me?!

You let out the anger that had come over you inwardly before taking a few deep breaths and closing the office door behind you and walking over to the bedroom.

"Go sleep in the guest room." He told you as soon as you walked in, he himself sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Hey, little one. Okay, I admit it, I lied. Yes, I did but please try to understand me." You approached him as you tried to appeal to him with words and a tender facial expression.  

"What should I understand? Can't you see that I can't trust anyone because I don't remember anyone, not even myself, but I have been trying to trust you, even though I suspect you all the time? I am really trying." He told you,  his hands brushing each other away as he looked at the floor, making you feel bad.

"Sorry, my bad I know but since you're always suspicious of nothing I just tried to avoid over-explaining." You blurted out, not intending to tell him exactly where you had actually been as you thought it best to leave Yoongi out of this, just in case. 

As he remained silent you plucked up the courage and went and sat next to him waiting for him to turn to face you or say something but he did nothing.

"You won't forgive me?" You asked him, your eyes widening as you brought your face closer to his to get his attention.

"Come on, little one, don't pout. Smile." You spoke sweetly again but got no reaction, so you decided to take drastic measures.

Your hands slowly reached his abdominal region and tried to tickle him, but Jungkook just turned and gave you a blank look before ignoring you again.

What the hell?! He doesn't get tickled?

You were surprised as you found yourself face to face with another piece of information that you did not know about him.

What to do?

You wondered and a thought found its way into your mind making you freak out. But as the minutes passed, you started finding it the only reasonable thing that could show him that you loved him, as that was, the thing that he is frantically trying to make sure of.

Come come. It's a small act. You can do it.

You encouraged yourself before taking a deep breath and grabbing him and turning him to face you.

Jungkook still had the same cold expression on his face as his eyes met yours, but his expression froze as you moved closer and let your lips touch his cheek, giving him a soft tender kiss.

You pulled away as fast as you could after that and your eyes looked everywhere but at him before you got up and walked away, leaving him bewildered.

With a heart that had begun to beat faster and a mind that told him that you had just overcome your fear at that moment, to prove to him that you care. For him, you had pushed yourself to do an act of love.

Finally, he couldn't help but smile widely, feeling a sense of joy wash over him.

I love her!

I love my wife.

His mind added as if to clear this up even though there was no point in doing that for according to him both referred to the same person.

---To be continued...