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? sade has definitely changed in the last year. after an overdose back in december, she finds herself longing for the person she used to be. in effor...
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bored - billie eilish
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SADE WASN'T FEELING UP for a party, especially after she disclosed to her friend that drugs and alcohol almost killed her. So, she dragged herself along home. It wasn't late. She recalled the countless days of being out until late at the Fishers' beach house for movie nights. She certainly missed them.
"Where have you been?" Vivienne asked, taking a sip of her wine in front of the television. Sade internally cursed to herself, wanting nothing more than to plop herself in bed.
Sade sauntered into the living room. "I was hanging out with Belly, she wanted to talk."
Vivienne gave a look of skepticism, sipping her wine. It was another night of How To Get Away With Murder for Vivienne as television was her current source of entertainment.
Though too prideful to admit, Vivienne wallowed in her misery through drinking. Vivienne argues that she knows her limit, like a responsible adult. Yet here she was, alone, drinking by herself with bits of mascara running down her eyes. It was hypocritical, Sade thought. "Why didn't you tell me? You're still grounded."
"I didn't think it would take long." Sade scratched her neck. Her body was slightly turned towards the stairs, practically itching to leave.
She turned down the volume. "I thought you were out doing drugs, Sadie. You practically reek of it. You didn't come down for dinner and your bed was empty. Are you high?"
Sade almost laughed. "Yeah Mom, I was totally dropping acid in a nearby alleyway. Is it really a crime to go out and meet up with a friend?"
"Don't be fresh," Vivienne crossed her arms. "You've lost that privilege after your overdose. I am your mother, Sade. It is my responsibility to make sure that you're safe, do you understand?"
Sade put up her hands in surrender, relinquishing her protest. "Sorry mom, I'll be more careful next time."
"God forbid if you overdosed and ended up in that hellhole again, I could never forgive myself." Vivienne shook her head in disappointment. "Have you eaten at all today?"
Sade shrugged. "I had a diet coke."
"That's not real food." Vivienne rolled her eyes. "I told you to stop drinking that, it's packed with fake sugar. You're gonna get ulcers and they'll put your ass on a feeding tube like they did with your cousin Natasha. Stop starving yourself."
Natasha was bulimic. A shit bulimic, Sade thought. The ridiculous excuses, the unnecessary bathroom trips, it was like she wanted attention. Her parents were clueless, though. Too blinded by their daughter's achievements.
