bane of my existence (sapnap x y/n)

"what about?"

"cant explain it"

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its been about two weeks since we planned the trips, george has booked his flight and i also have a flight booked, since i only live down to north carolina my fight is only an hour and a half and my flight is due to land in florida at 6 in the day, georges due to land at 4. they all wanted to meet up first since they're you know 'dream team' so im giving them around 2 hours :)). we settled on meeting up on the 10th of october and leaving on the 8th of january. we realised that we can only legally have george in america for 90 days without his visa so were going to make the most out of those 90 days and then once georges visa is approved we're all gonna move in together.

we decided we wouldn't tell the fans until it happened and we would figure out how we're gonna reveal it when we've all met up.

tomorrows stream was on my channel, we were gonna play roblox but quackity had a good idea for a roblox stream on his channel so we decided that we would wait till then and for now we will play jackbox.

i left the vc at 1 in the morning and decided it was probably about time i go to sleep. i walked into my bathroom which is connected to my bedroom. i got into my pink and white striped silk pyjamas, washed my makeup off, brushed my teeth and hair and did my nightly skincare routine which only consists of like 3 things but still. i walk out into my room, turned off the lights in my bathroom and turned my led lights onto blue and got into bed, i started scrolling through tiktok and twitter before i drifted off to sleep.

(i originally wrote a sex dream but i deleted because ew. )

i wake up and check the time, 4:52 am, my throat was dry, my heart rate had sped up and i was sweating. i had walked down the hall of my apartment to get water from the kitchen, why have i been having so many dreams about him lately? i hated him, right? i shook it off yet again and decided i would worry about it in the morning, i walked back down the hall and into my office/streaming room, i turned on my computer and opened discord seeing, to no surprise, that sapnap and dream were still awake, i decided to join for a little while to take my mind off of, well, that. i felt weird at first since i was joining the vc of a guy i just had a wet dream about, but hey ive done it like 3 times already the past 2 weeks so its fine.

"hey guys" i said joining the vc

"hiii" dream replied and i got a "heyy" from sapnap.

"what are you guys doing?" i asked

"just talking, i thought you were asleep?" dream replied

"i was, but i had a weird dream so now im up" i answered

"what about?" sapnap asked and i felt my heart rate speed up.

oh nothing important really, you were just eating me out on my counter, this is only 1 of the 4 ive had in the past two weeks by the way, these dreams are also really fucking with my head at the moment.

"cant explain it" i respond.

i hear a little snicker come from dreams mic, he knows about the dreams, hes my best friend and really the only person i could imagine telling this kind of stuff to, he probably knows i had another one.

"whats funny?" sapnap asked and for a second time, my heart started racing again.

"just twitter" dream responded and i calmed down.

"oh okay" sapnap responded.

as they drifted off into conversation i had been left with my thoughts, and of course they were about sapnap. i must've zoned out for a while because as i started to come back to reality i heard them calling my name.

"oh yeah sorry, im still awake, just thinking" i let out a breath and turned into my chair properly so i could focus on what they were saying.

"about what?" sapnap asked. god he was really curious tonight.

you.

"doesnt matter" i responded.

we went into conversation about everything, but nothing at all, if that makes sense.

i had a private message from sapnap.

prickface

prickface: hey are you okay, like seriously.

what the fuck.

me: yeah i'm fine. thanks.

Prickace: no problem

why was he being so nice? or is he just that curious, i really cant tell if hes being nosy or if he genuinely actually gives a fuck, but for now ive enough on my mind with him so ill just imagine it as him being nosy for now.

[SAPNAP POV]

y/n joined the call, shes usually sleeping right now, i heard her "hey guys" ring through the cll and i cant help the slight smile that appears on my face, following her voice was dreams saying "hii" i follow with a "heyy"

she tells us she had a weid dream, thats the 4th time this has happened, last week she joined me and karls vc saying the same thing and ever since then its happened 3 times, i hope shes okay.

"what about" i ask her and she doesnt answer for a second.

"cant explain it" she answers and directly after dream lets out a snicker.

"whats funny" i ask him

"just twitter" he replies.

"ohh okay" i answer.

i tell him about something id seen on twitter and i notice y/n has gone, has she fallen asleep?

"y/n?" i call out, dream following after.

it takes her like a minute of us calling her every few seconds to answer.

""oh yeah sorry, im still awake, just thinking" is she okay??

"about what?" i ask

"doesnt matter" she answers

i decided to text her and check up on her, as much as i hate her, ive been worried lately, shes been off.

[BACK TO Y/NS POV]

i decided to try go back asleep so i left vc again and trailed back to my bed to try sleep, it was now 5:22am

after a while i drifted off to sleep again.

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a/n: thank you for reading, i love youuuu