Another Summer | C.F

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ ADDISON ˏˋ°•*⁀➷

Jere and Conrad arrived at the same time, but Conrad was the first one to get out of the car and almost ran to where I was.

"Nicole gave me this," he said, passing me a bag full of clothes. I took it and pulled my clothes off, then I passed it to Belly and Tay, and they did the same.

"Take this," I said to Conrad, giving him part of the blanket that was covering us, and Belly passed the other side to Jere, forming a wall so they couldn't see us. I quickly changed and once I was fully clothed, I stepped away from the blanket and got into Conrad's car without saying a word.

I had so many questions right now that I didn't know where to start.

"Talk to me," Con whispered after some minutes that he got in the car and started driving. I hadn't said a word.

"Stop the car," it's all I said. He obeyed me and pulled the car over and stopped it on the side of the road. "I have so many questions right now."

"Ask them."

"Okay... so why the hell did Nicole steal my clothes after finding out that we're dating, and then to make things even weirder, she returned them to you?"

"I have no idea."

"Don't lie to me. Tell me the truth."

"Nicole and I hooked up last year until almost the beginning of this summer."

"Yeah, you were her escort."

"Yeah, and, well, she..."

"Misunderstood things?"

"Kind of? And she told me this summer that she wanted to be with me, and I told her that I didn't want to be in a relationship."

"You told her to wait?"

"No! No, never. I didn't even want things with her to become serious."

"So now she doesn't understand why the hell you're dating me?"

"I think so."

"You've been talking to her this whole time?"

"What do you mean?"

"While we were talking, while I was crying because you didn't want to be with me, you were talking to her?"

"At the beginning."

"Until when?"

"Like a week after the bonfire."

"God," I said, grabbing my head. "You talked to her for a week after you and I slept together. You continued talking to her after I told you I wanted to be with you. You continued talking to her while I cried in my room?"

"I'm sorry."

"This brings me a lot of déjà vu. Please don't come with your "I'm sorry" speech. I'm done with it."

"Listen to me, Adds."

"What?"

"Nothing happened between us this summer. We just talked. Nothing more. I don't feel anything for her, and I made it clear that I didn't want anything to do with her. I love you, Adds. That's all you need to know. I love you, and I will always choose you."

"Well... you already did. I'm sorry, but all I can think about now is you talking to her, being with her, loving her."

"Please, Adds, after everything, we are good now, and you are going to throw it all away because of this?"

"It's not just because of this. I'm scared."

"Scared of what?"

"Of being with you. Just the thought of you being with someone else or cheating on me hurts, it hurts like hell. I've never let anyone in before, and I'm mostly scared of being hurt. And now you come and tell me that you've been talking to another girl while talking to me? I know it's not a big deal, you didn't cheat, but I don't think I'm good at this."

"Please, Adds, don't do this to me. You said we would try this. I'm not good at this either, but I'm trying. Just try, please."

"I..."

"Please?"

"Okay," I whispered.

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ CONRAD ˏˋ°•*⁀➷

I could feel my tense body relax after hearing those words.

Shit, I almost screwed up the only thing I'm trying not to screw up. I know couples fight, but I can still feel how Adds is still thinking about everything we talked about.

I knew I should have stopped talking to Nicole before, I knew it. But maybe I'm just stupid? And Nicole knew exactly what to say just to keep talking to me. It wasn't until I realized that I only wanted to talk to Adds, hug Adds, and kiss her that I started avoiding Nicole completely. I almost thought of blocking her at one point, but instead, I just left her messages on delivered.

Tonight was the first time we talked since then.

"Are we good?" I asked.

"Yeah," she said with a shy smile. That was my sign to start the car again. I drove slowly to the house, I just wanted to spend some time with her. At the house, I took her hand and led her to my room. I closed the door behind us and then sat on the bed with her on my lap.

Now she was the one to make the next move. She leaned in to kiss me, but this wasn't a sweet, quick kiss. It was hard and fast. I returned the kiss, my hands moved from her legs to her back and with one of them, I grabbed the back of her neck.

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ ADDISON ˏˋ°•*⁀➷

I pushed him with my weight until he was completely lying on the bed. We kept kissing. He moved me, so now he's on top, and his lips move from my mouth to my neck. I moved my head to the side to give him more space to move. His travels continued down my body, passing through my chest and playing with my nipples, and down my belly until he found the spot he wanted.

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ Authors note ˏˋ°•*⁀➷

Sorry for cutting off the best part, I know. But right now I'm sitting next to my mom and it's kinda awkward. But I will try to describe more the next one.

Now that's for 6k I know I'm late but there a lot going on right now in my life.

But for keeping you guys without daily updates how I used to, now here is a doble update. I will try to upload more this days.

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PD: And I know this chapter is shorter, sorry for that 🫣