I Need the Light

It was the morning of the beginning of winter.
Shuichi an Kokichi walked hand in hand in the snow heading to school.

Remembering that day only brings me nightmares.

"My love you looks so beautiful in the color red." Shuichi commented as he stare at the purple hair boy in amazed seeing his pale skin Turing red due to the cold

A red velvet color.

Kokichi couldn't help but turn more red. Feeling shy after getting complimented by his lover. "T-Thank you. It's very cold." He said as he shivers pushing himself more into his jacket.

"Oh no my beloved is cold." Shuichi awed as he takes Kokichi hand putting it in his jacket pocket.

"Let's walk faster oky Koki." He said with a smile but his eye hold no feelings. But Kokichi was blind by the gesture of his lover. He smiled an nod as he followed Shuichi.

'I wonder if he would look more beautiful cover in blood'

Shuichi thought as he stare at Kokichi while walking to school.

"I'll pick you up for lunch my beloved, you know the rules. Don't talk to anyone. Be good. An only look at me. An never leave this classroom without me Because your mine. Got it" Shuichi demand as his once golden eye turn to a dark gray.

Kokichi knew deep down in his heart this was wrong. He shouldn't let Shuichi treat him like that. But he was to afraid of him leaving him. So he just let him.

"Yes Shumai." Kokichi softly spoke as he kissed his cheek goodbye. With a soft blush forming his cheek only to find a straight face on his lover face. Forcing a smile.

I thought I loved you at the moment. But I'm happy that I'm gone.

Kokichi watched as his lover walked away. Seeing him from afar, noticing how he wasn't his. But that feeling he felt. he ignored it and turned around to his class.

Walking into a class full of students that won't even spare a glance at him. Well not anymore.

"Good morning Ouma, get to your seat." The teacher spoke. As Kokichi nodded an quickly went to his assign seat next to his best friend. Who he stop speaking to since he was a junior. Now he's a senior.

Rantaro spare Him a glance but quickly noticed how the purple eye boy trying his best to ignored his green eyes.

He sigh as he watched his desk mate take the seat not saying a word as usual.

He quickly sat down taking his pencil an book out facing the front of the class. As the teacher began the class.

"Pssh"

Kokichi ignored as he faced the front ignoring the green hair boy. He can't and he won't let Saihara down by disobeying his rules.

"Pshh" he said once again soon tapping the purple hair boy shoulder. Earning a shrug from the other.

"Ok fine, I was just trying to tell you that your 'so call boyfriend' is outside with another girl" Rantaro said nonchalantly. Going back to scribbling in his notebook.

But soon startled by Kokichi moving his head so quickly to the side. "w-what?" He breathed out quietly

"Oh you speak." Rantaro teased, he missed his voice after not hearing his voice after years.

Kokichi ignored his words as he got up from his seat gaining attention from the class an the teacher.

"Ouma? Why are you standing up in the middle of my lesson!" The teacher questioned.

Kokichi ignored him as he walked to the icy window to see his lover hugging a blond hair girl with admiration in his eyes. Or that's what Kokichi says in his mind. Is he falling in love? He asked himself

The students just stare at the him. Some of them knowing what's going on an some whispering about the drama.

"Ouma can you sit down?" The teacher demand feeling confused on what's happening.

Kokichi watched on how Saihara kissed the girl in the first snow of the year. Oh how he wish that was him

But the thing that hurt him the most was the smirk shuichi had on his face, finally noticing Kokichi lingering eyes. Meeting his lover eyes.

Slowly tears began to fall, the only thing you can hear are small sniffles coming from the purple hair boy.

The class dead silent.

Rantaro quickly noted he should do something. He got up from his seat an rushed to Kokichi side pull him into an embraced.

"Shhh it's okay to cry Ouma." He whispered as he rubs the other head. As the class watched them in silenced.

Rantaro sigh as he looked out the window with a glare. Soon catching the eyes of the blue hair boy.

Those once gold eyes glaring back at him from afar.

As he mouth the words ' I'm gonna Kill you"

Rantaro glared back as he took Kokichi away from the window. An the teacher allowing them to step outside for a bit.

Rantaro pulled Kokichi to the hallway as he hears the other boy cries louder falling to the ground.

Rantaro falling down with him as he let him cry out feeling sorry for his old friend.

"I'm sorry Ouma" he said as he watched the other cry out. Kokichi looked up sniffling avoiding eye contact as usual, attached to the idea of not making eye contact with anyone.

"W-Why i-it's not your fault." He hiccuped as he tried to calm down "I know bu-" Rantaro try to finished but caught off by the crying boy "i-it's my f-fault." He said

Catching the green hair boy by surprise his emotions took a one eighty as he was sad then confused then mad. How could Kokichi think that it's his fault?

"It's not your fault Ouma!" He practically yelled but he tried not too. "You didn't do anything to deserve to be cheated on." Rantaro argued as Kokichi listens covering his eyes with his knees.

"B-But w-why do I feel like it I-is" he said as he looked into Rantaro eyes for the first times in years.

Catching the boy by surprise. Feeling his face flush seeing how beautiful Ouma looked crying but so sad at the same time.

Rantaro reached forwards to wipe the lingering tears from the small boy but his hand halted as he heard a certain voice coming from the end of the hall.

"Keep your filthy hands off what's mine."