Deeper than rap

In which doug has wasted so many years on kevin 

Third Person Pov 

Doug laid in his bed nothing on but one of kevin's hoodies. He hated the fact that he still loved wearing it that he still felt warm and fuzzy and found himself smiling from time to time remembering when kevin gave it to him. Doug and kevin had been best friends their whole lives their bond had always been strong. 

The two did everything together and always jumped in each other's fights. They didn't care if the other was right or wrong they still stood up for each other.  However they realized more and more over the years that they were way past the point of brotherly love. 

They loved each other so much that it hurts sometimes. Doug had even gotten kevin's name tatted on his chest. Now it all felt like a waste everything building up to now from the day they met, their first kiss, their first time and so much more. They had been dating for almost two years now nobody knowing but their close friends.

Doug didn't care that kevin wasn't ready to come out he understand how hard that is he wasn't even fully ready. It was the fact that he had cheated with his ex-girlfriend the one he had been in love with before. Doug still finds tears coming to his eyes still not fully processing what had happened. 

Kevin had tried to apologize but doug wouldn't let him he just left. Doug felt like he had wasted so many year. The saddest part was he'd do it all over again he didn't want what him and kevin had to end. 

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