everytime it's the same.
I wanna change myself. I have to change myself so that people like me. I have change that so that other think this and that of me.
But is that really what I want?Do I have to change or I just wanna change. Or maybe it's just the way I am and I have to deal with it. But the question is if I can deal with it. Till now I never were able to.
Always thinking to myself u have to but can I?
I don't think so.
How can u change ? Its not like u can decide to switch your personality, right? I wish I could. Everyone can do it. Why can't I do it. These thoughts are driving me crazy. Or am I letting them driving me crazy?
Am I weak or what is the problem with me. Or it's just the laziness?
I don't know.
