I don't like being in the middle.
I don't like the attention. I would feel insecure if I would get it. But getting attention on the socials is another thing. It gives you the feeling of being seen without being seen. I feel safe because nobody knows me.
My self made creation.
I want a new appearance? Go get it a new acc.
I want attention. From that one person.i want him to notice me. He knows me I know him.i have made up a whole personality which I can imagine on him. I don't want to like him. It hurts me. It destroyes me. And I know it.
Or maybe I need to be destroyed to come back to reality?
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girl I was done w myself- I actually feel bad - anyways he has a gf now soooo yea
