Montergo Series I: Dancing With Fire

Chapter 04

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I was left stunned while looking at them from afar. I am hiding myself using the wall as a cover, I wiped the tears that were streaming down to my rosy cheeks as I look at them full of sadness in my eyes. Their smiles reached their eyes as they happily held each others hands while they were looking at the sunset.

"You look the happiest when you're with her, Ron." I bitterly smiled as I stared at them more. I can't help but to envy Nera, she got all the things she wanted... I wanted, she have it all pati siya nakuha niya.

Itinaas ko ang kamay ko na parang iniabot siya.. but I can't lie to myself, I know that I can never reach him, kahit ano pang gawin ko ay hinding hindi ko siya maabot, dahil meron ng nakakuha sa atensyon at pagmamahal niya. I look down and started at my heels after that I look up, determined to interrupt their moment, I know I was acting like a bitch but for once I want to be selfish. I was about to walk towards them when suddenly I heard a wood cracking from behind.

I almost screamed but a pair of hands covered my mouth, preventing me from making a noise. I was leaning over him while standing, nakatago muli sa pader ng gazebo na ito.

"L-Let them be, Pisrie" Gumaralgal ang boses nito habang sinabi ang mga salitang 'yon sa tenga ko. Hindi ko na kinakailangan pang lumingon para makilala siya dahil sa boses pa lang alam kong si Shun ito.

I let my tears fall habang nakatakip ang kanyang kamay sa aking bibig. Then I realized, pareho lang kami, we both love someone that can never return our feelings, we both fall in love with the right person at the wrong time.

"Let's wrap it up for now!" Anunsyon ni Direct palmor gamit ang megaphone.

Inalis niya ang kamay na nakatakip sa aking bunganga ko. I wipe the tears from my eyes then I look back, I saw him walking towards his manager.

"Xochi, you did well!" Narinig kong puri sa akin ni Direct palmor, ibinaling ko sa kanya ang aking atensyon at ginawaran siya ng ngiti, binigyan pa ako ng thumbs up ni Direct palmor.

"Thank you po." Pagpapasalamat ko at yumuko.

Ngumiti lamang ito at naglakad na patungo kila Shirley at Iohan. I walked towards my table kung saan nakalagay mga gamit ko. Nakaupo si ate kisha ng makabalik ako, she was typing something in her laptop kaya hindi ko na siya ginulo at umupo na sa upuan.

It's been three days since that contract thing happened, ngayon ang pangalawang araw na pagfi-film namin ng Red Roses. Umaga pa and it's our break time now. Malapit na rin matapos ang pagfi-film ko sa Red Roses since I'm just a supporting role. Umupo ako at nagpahinga na muna dahil sa parte ng movie na fini-film namin ngayon ay medyo marami ang aking scenes.

We filmed the scene on a park, madaming tao sa park na ito hindi lang dahil nandito ang mga sikat na aktor kundi na rin sa isa itong sikat na parke. Makikita ang pagsikat at paglubog ng araw, kahit na ang buwan, you can also see the city lights since this park is build in a high place.

Yesterday was chaotic, unang araw ng pagbalik ko sa set ay dinagsa kami ng mga reporters, paparazzis and fans sa pasay, lugar kung saan kami nag-film ng mga scenes ng Red Roses, t's a famous place and it has a breathtaking view. Others were waiting just to have a glimpse of their favourite actress or actor but some where there to interview me about the photos that were circulating in the internet.

Nabalik ako sa reyalidad ng makaramdam ng kalabit sa aking balikat. I look back and saw ate kisha, lumapit niya ang kanyang mukha sa aking tenga at may binulong sa akin.

She whispered. "Your sister wants to talk to you."

My face changed nagsalubong kilay ko at inilibot ang aking paningin sa filming set. I saw her standing near the entrance of where she changed her clothes, tiningnan niya ako gamit ang blanko niyang mata at mukha she signaled me using her eyes na sumunod sa akin at tumalikod rin naman agad matapos nito akong tingnan.