?Oneshots 'n Stuff?

Wrote this crappy lil thing when Kevin had his car accident, idk why I never posted it.

Trigger warning: character death.

"Hey, Kevin..." The boy murmured, plopping down on the soft, wet grass as the rain hit his back and shoulders. He wasn't stupid, of course, he had in fact brought an umbrella, but he would prefer it if his friend stayed dry than himself.

"So... How are you? I know it's been a while I just... Just haven't had the guts to face you, I suppose..." The brunette looked up at the sky, then down again, curling in on himself and shivering softly.

"I really missed you, y'know. You never even finished Pineview, I liked that let's play." Aleks smiled, shaking his head. "You're so damn unorganised. You kept saying you were gonna finish it but kept chickening out."

It was hard, sitting there and talking but not getting a response from your best friend. It was hard having to listen to yourself sound like a dumbass then be answered by the rain drumming in your ears.

It was hard missing someone so much and not even getting a reply.

"I kinda wish we didn't have to meet outside," Aleks mumbled quietly. "Then again, I'm the dumbass who decided to come here at four in the morning in the pouring fucking rain." Aleks smiled as he could imagine his best friend making some dumb comment and agreeing with him.

"I found the driver, y'know. The one that hit your car. I bet him up and nearly killed him I think... Maybe I should have killed him. An eye for an eye right?" Aleks looked at the stone that read his best friends name, sniffling softly.

"Why the fuck did it have to be you..." He whimpered, not sure if he was crying or if it was the rain that had drenched him. "Why'd you have to be the one that got hit...? Why wasn't it someone else...? Anyone else... Fuck..." He sobbed, his body hunching over as he cried.

"Kevin... Kevin, come back to me... I need you here, I need you more than anything, I love you, please..."

Aleks felt warmth on his back, and soft arms wrapping around him as he sat there at his best friends gravestone. He felt strangely content though the next day he'd wake up in his own bed, sick as a dog after being out in the rain all night.

He would wake up with four words in his head.

I miss you, Aleks.