With you always | Eren x Reader |

(Y/n)'s POV
TW: This chapter has violence, death, and murder.

Tears were streaming down my face. How could he betray me like this? We kissed just last night and now he's kissing his adopted sister? I ran over to some bushes and sobbed. I was crying for a while until another girl found me.

"Are you ok?" She asked. I looked up at her and suddenly recognized her. It was Sasha aka potato girl. I wiped the tears off my face.

"No..." I said quietly. She sat down next to me.

"We still have about an hour until breakfast so I'll listen until then!" Sasha said cheerfully. "So what's going on?"

"Well... last night... Eren and I kissed..." I began.

"Whaaaaat?! OMG I can totally see you two together!" She squealed.

"That's not all though." I said. "Although we kissed, he betrayed me."

"Aw I'm sorry... how did he betray you?" Sasha asked.

"This morning, I saw him kiss his adopted sister." I said sadly.

"Ew isn't that like, incest?" She asked with a disgusted expression.

"Technically no cause Eren's family adopted her a year before the Shiganshina incident. But he still betrayed me!" I yelled. "He was even acting like he liked her back!"

"I've never been in a relationship so I don't really know any good advice to give you... but if I did I'd tell you everything I know!" Sasha said with a smile.

"I wanna confront him but I'm too scared." I mumbled.

"Nah, what you should really do is confront his sister about it." Sasha said casually. "Ask her why she's acting like such a bitch." I nodded.

"Thanks Sasha. This conversation really helped me." I said with a smile.

"No problem uhhhh... I don't believe I caught your name." She replied.

"Oh ahaha sorry! I should've introduced myself! "I'm (Y/n)!" I said.

"Well it was nice talking to you, (Y/n)! Good luck talking with that boy's sister!" Sasha said waving. I waved back and headed back to the house where I slept. I saw Mikasa holding a pretty pink flower.

"Oh! Hey (Y/n)! Look at this flower that Eren gave me! Isn't it pretty?" Mikasa asked with an evil smile. I tried to hide my anger with a smile.

"Yeah it's pretty I guess..." I said trying not to scream.

"Yeah! Oh wait... Eren didn't pick you a flower did he? Sorry! It's not my fault that he likes me more!" Mikasa said in a mocking tone.

Contain yourself. Calm down. She's trying to get on your nerves and it's working.

"Can you please just stop rubbing it in my face? It's getting really annoying." I said rolling my eyes.

"Awww! You're getting jealous! Sorry but it's not my fault that he thinks I'm prettier! And he even got me this flower as a gift!" She said proudly.

"He picked you a damn flower! So what?!" I said, getting more annoyed with every word she said.

"Did he pick you a flower? Nope! Didn't think so!" Mikasa bragged. "I told him to stay away from you and he listened. He said as long as I'm living, he won't ever speak to you again!"

This bitch!! I can't stand her! Something inside me had snapped. As long as you're living huh? I looked at the shining silver blades of my ODM gear. I quickly detached one.

"As long as you're living? I guess I should change that. Then Eren will be mine!" I said with a psychotic laugh. Mikasa's eyes widened.

"What the hell are you doing with that blade..? Put it down you fucking psycho!" She screamed. Before she could say another word, I began stabbing. Blood splattered everywhere. It got all over me, the walls, and the furniture.

"MY LOVE FOR EREN IS DEEPER THAN THE SEA!" I screamed, still unsure if the sea even existed. She was still screaming, indicating that she was still alive. I slashed her throat so she wouldn't make so much noise. I then began stabbing again. Even after I knew she was dead, I continued stabbing. Maybe I was a psychopath but I didn't care. All of this was for him. Suddenly, someone burst through the door.

Speak of the devil.

"(Y/n)?! What the hell are you doing?!" Eren asked. I ignored him and continued stabbing. Blood splattered on his face and clothing.
"(Y/n) please stop! You aren't yourself right now! Snap out of it!" I looked up at Eren and he was crying. I dropped the blade and snapped out of whatever trance I was in.

"Eren, I..." Before I could finish my sentence, I felt his arms wrap around me.

"It's ok calm down." He said holding me in his arms.

"A-are you mad?" I asked sadly. He shook his head.

"No of course not, I'm just glad you're back to normal." He said softly. I was now hysterically crying.

"B-but I killed her!" I wailed.

"I know but she had it coming. She was trying to force me not to talk to you." Eren said holding me closer.

"What have I done?!" I cried, still feeling bad about what had happened.

"(Y/n) please don't cry! We can figure this out together." He began. "You've made a bit of a mess. I guess we should clean this up."

To be continued...

A/n: another long chapter 🥲 also I made the edited image at the top so that's why it looks so bad 😀 yeah hope you enjoyed this chapter! lol this story really took a turn-