Until the end of the World - Minsung

Jisung felt a bit betrayed and he was embarrassed. 

He really liked Minho, and he thought that maybe the boy liked him back. The fact that he knows that the other isn't on the same page as him hurt him and he thought it would be better to ignore him. As long as they don't communicate, Jisung would be able to forget it and move on. So that's what he decided to do, stupidely.

He arrived at the training room and sat silently. He was so silent that everyone looked at him, stranged out.

Minho arrived and decided to sit next to Jisung.

"Hey squirrel"

Minho said in a soft voice, a smile on the corner of his lips.

Jisung felt himself shiver at the voice of his loved one, but the squirrel didn't answer back, he ignored the boy and stood up, going to sit next to Felix. And when Minho was about to say something, Jackson started talking, explaining today's session. You could see the confusion on Minho's face.

Minho thought it was strange, but didn't think about the situation further. Maybe he was just embarrassed to know that their friends know about what happened? Jisung doesn't really like being teased, and now that everyone knows they almost fucked, they are going to be teased as hell. 

He didn't know but tried to forget it quickly.

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At the end of the training, they all went to the cafeteria to have dinner.

Minho sat down next to Jisung again, smiling at him, but the boy didn't look at him, not even once, he turned to Felix, trying to show his back at Minho for the whole dinner. Acting as if he didn't even exist.

Minho started to understand something was off, he got ignored more than once and that wasn't normal. He started stressing about the situation, what had he done? Was it him or just the squirrel being dramatic? He didn't know but he felt a knot in his throat forming and something thightening in his chest.

When they finished eating, Jisung started walking to his dorm alone, and Minho ran after him and gripped his arm.

"Ji, is there something wrong?"

Jisung didn't answer, he just ran away, leaving Minho there alone.

Minho stood there frozen, he now knows that Jisung is ignoring him. He felt like dying.

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Jisung arrived in his dorm after running. He sat down on the ground, tears leaving his eyes again. He didn't even take a shower or take off his clothes, he went directly to his bed, engulfing himself on the mattress.

He had no confidence in himself, nor in the others. For him, it isn't possible that someone would want him and would want to keep him, so the situation seemed like the natural way of things to happen. But it hurt like a bitch.

He's just terribly disappointed in himself, he fell in love with someone that isn't able to give the attention back.

He sobbed silently in his bed, slowly drifting to sleep.

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Minho arrived in his room, and slowly prepared himself to go to sleep.

He laid down and looked at the ceiling, thinking of a reason why Jisung would ignore him like that.

He thought that maybe the boy is cringing over the situation between them, maybe he regrets everything that happened and doesn't want to see or talk to him anymore.

A few tears started to escape his eyes

He really thought that something beautiful was going to happen between them

But his hope was crushing, as much as his heart was breaking.

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The next morning, Minho wakes up drowsy, the feeling of his heart tightening still there. He stood up slowly, trying to shake his thoughts out of the boy he loved.

He decided to take a cold shower, feeling the need to be awoken, and then sat down on his bed for a few minutes. He didn't want to leave his room, nor go to the training. He wanted to do nothing, just sulk in his bed for the rest of his day.

He sighed and stood up, going to the training. He hoped that the boy would talk to him, he was scared to face the truth, scared to see that Jisung didn't want him as much as he did.

Minho arrived in the training room, and went straight to Jisung, who stood up and left the second Minho arrived. Minho was fighting for his tears not to fall, shocked that the boy really wasn't having any of it.

Their friends saw the interaction and didn't understand at all. Did they fight again? Was Jisung playing around?

Felix saw the devastated look on Minho's face and smiled apologetically at him. They weren't playing around, you could see on their face how sad they looked.

Minho went to talk to Felix, and asked with a weak voice

"Lix... Do you know what's wrong with Han?"

His eyes were shining and Felix wanted to hug the boy, he had never seen him showing his emotions like that.

"I don't know... He told Seungmin and I what happened between the both of you, and he looked so happy... Did something happen?"

Felix said, patting the boy's shoulder

"No, we haven't even talked since, I don't understand..."

Felix wanted to answer but the training started and they had to work out. He felt sad for the boy, and knew he would have to talk longly with Jisung after all of this.

Minho did the whole training trying to be around Jisung, trying to see his face, trying to cross his look, trying to talk to him, desperate for some explanations.