Too Blind To See {One Direction}

Her POV

Liam and I were still driving in his car. He hadn't asked me anything yet and I was glad about. I didn't want to talk, but I didn't want to think about it either.

Not about what I was about to do, because it hurt. Not just a little bit, no a lot. I knew I would also hurt someone else with it, but it's better. Better for everyone. And it might not even be forever! Maybe it's just temporary, if I figure everything out and I still feel the same.

To stop thinking about it, I turned on the radio. A song from The Script was playing, called "The Man Who Can't Be Moved". It's one of my favourite songs and it surprised me they played it. Not that I minded, I loved this song.

Liam started to sing along with the song softly. He has such a damn beautiful voice! I was so jealous of him. I'm not a good singer at all, it's not that I'm bad, I'm to average. Average is not what people are looking for and I don't mind. I just sing at my room dancing all crazy with my best friend!!

I smiled at the thought of me doing that on a stage. I could feel Liam glancing at me shortly, after which he returns his gaze at the road.

I looked at him from the corner of my brown eyes so he wouldn't notice. He looked carefree at the road as he was singing along with the next song. "Heart Attack" by Demi Lovato. Again someone I'm a fan of! This can't be a coinsidince anymore.

I smiled as I sang along to. Not to loud because I didn't want to ruin Liam's ears with my ugly voice. We both smiled and looked each other in the eyes for a moment. He smiled and nodded encouragely.

Whatever happened, Liam would be there which was a comforting fact. I smiled back looking into his soft brown eyes.

They made me calm and relaxing. My heart beat slower and my breath became calm. I looked out of the window to all the people who were walking on the street. I imagined what they were thinking, that's a habit of mine, I did it since I was a young girl sitting in the backseat of my parent's car just tall enough to look out of the window seeing all the people outside.

I had more of those weird habits and stupid tgings I did when I was bored. I always felt embarrassed about them, but He loved them. He said they were my cutenesses, and He loved all of them. Well, that's what He said.

One day, when it wasn't over yet, he found out about one of my stupid things. You know, the thing is, when I'm deep in thought and someone interrups me with the question: 'What are you thinking about?' I instantly answer honostly, even if it's embarrassing.

**FLASHBACK**

He and I were sitting in His car driving through the city to His flat after one of our double dates with Liam and his girlfriend.

My head leaned against the cold glass of the window. You could hear the sound of the rain on the roof of His car. I felt sorry for all the people outside, walking or cucling through the rain.

I saw a woman using a small blanket as umbrella and smiled slightly. But soon my thoughts drifted off to something else.

I was thinking about this song, "Accidentally In Love" by Counting Crowd, which I had listened to a lot.

What the guy sang in the song was right. We don't know anything about love. We want to face it, but were still scared about what might happen. But there's no escaping your love. Even if you try to avoid it, it'll alwaus reach you. You always fall in love accidentally in love, because you can't plan it or avoid it.

'What are you thinking about, love?' I heard a low voice ask me.

Automatically I answered 'You always fall in love accidentally, because you can't plan it or avoid it. We're actually looking for love our whole life.' I realised what I had said and looked up at Him unsure to what expect.