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Disclaimer: Mentions of alcohol.

Summary: You and Steve were at Tina's Halloween party, and Steve gets too drunk. That's when he blurts some words, that he regrets, later.

You and Steve were at Tina's Halloween party, dancing and having fun.

"Let's get some drinks", Steve said, dragging you to the kitchen counter, where all of the drinks were kept.

You saw your best friend Johnathan entering the party, he never liked parties, but seeing him made you happy.

"Just give me a second, Steve. I will be right back", you said, pulling away from Steve and walking towards Johnathan.

"Hey, Johnathan", you smiled.

"Hi, Y/N"

"I thought you never liked parties", you teased, he chuckled.

"I don't"

"I can see that", you chuckled.
"What are you dressed up as?"

"I am dressed up as the person who never like to go to parties"

"Seriously, Johnathan?", you said, in a jokingly manner.

"Mhm", he said, shrugging his shoulders. You smacked his arm, smiling. He smiled back.

"Where is Nancy?", you asked.

"She said she was busy with something, so she will be a little late."

"So, that's the reason you came to the party", you smirked, he looked away trying to hide his blush.

"Uhh"

"Chill, Johnathan", you laughed.

You and Johnathan talked for a while, it was getting late.

"Uhh, John. It's getting late, I need to go home. See ya later"

"Okay then, see ya tomorrow", he smiled.

You walked through the crowd and saw Steve dipping a plastic cup into a bowl, filled with alcohol.

"Steve?"

"Hey......Uh....Y/N.."

"How much did you drink?" You asked, trying to catch him as he stumbled.

"Uhh, something like...only 7-8 drinks??"

"What?!?", he ignored, and drank the whole cup. He went for another one, when you tried to stop him.

"Okay enough, Steve", you said, trying to stop him from dipping the cup into the bowl.

"Leave me alone, Y/N", he slurred. You still tried to stop him.

You tried to stop him, but he filled it again. He was going to drink it, when you tried to take the cup from his grip.

"I am serious, Steve. Stop", you gripped your hands on his wrist, but he pulled away.

"I said, go away. Y/N"

"You are too drunk, Steve. I can't leave you like this.", he tried to drink, but you stopped him.

"Steve, stop. It's enough. Stop it!", you said, pulling the cup away from his grip.

He pulled the cup towards him, as it slipped out of your grip. The drink splashed all over his face and his clothes, ruining it.

"What the hell?!?", he yelled.

You gasped, and stepped a little back. You heard the gasps coming from the crowd.

"Hey, uh, Steve. Sorry I didn't mea--", he sighed, shaking his head. He stormed to the bathroom, you followed behind him.

"Steve?"

He tried to close the door, but you slipped inside, quickly. He washed his face and grabbed a kitchen towel, placing it under the running tap. He tried to wipe the sticky drink off of his face and clothes.

"I am sorry, Steve. I didn't mean to", he didn't respond, he just rubbed the cloth on his clothes, harshly.

"Its not coming off, Steve", you sighed.

"It is coming off!!"

"You are too drunk, Steve. Let's go home.", you grabbed his arm, but he shoved your hand.

"No", he mumbled. You just stared at him.

After a moment of silence, Steve turned to you.

"You wanted this, didn't you?"

"Wha-??"
"I didn't intend to do any of this, I told you to stop drinking but yo-"

"Bullshit!!!", he yelled, interrupting.

"What?, it's not bullshit, Steve. Let's go home. I am already tired, please"

"Its bullshit!!"

"Steve, its not bullshit, let's go"

"No, you", he mumbled, you looked up at him in confusion.

"You are bullshit", he said, still wiping the towel on his clothes. You stepped away from him.

"What?", you said, your voice below than a whisper.

"You always pretend that we are okay, and we love each other. Like....like we're in love. It's bullshit"

"Like we're in love? You don't love me, Steve?", you asked, tears brimming your eyes.

"Its all bullshit, Y/N"

You still couldn't accept he said that.
You held his face in your hands.

"Steve, what are you saying?".

"Bullshit!!", he said, pulling your hands away from his face.

Your heart shattered into pieces. You tried to hold back tears, but failed.

You wiped your tears, harshly. And stormed out of the room. You walked towards the exit.

"Y/N??", Nancy and Johnathan called.
You ignored them and walked out of the party. They came running behind you.

"Hey, are you okay? What's wrong?", Nancy asked, looking at your red eyes and tear-stained cheeks.

"Nothing"

"What happened, Y/N?, is it Steve?"

"I said, it's nothing!", you snapped at them, they were looking at you with wide eyes.

"I am sorry", you sighed.
"I will meet you guys tomorrow", you were walking away, but you stopped.

"Hey, Nance..Johnathan?"

"Yes?"

"Can you please drop Steve to his house?", they wanted to ask you many questions. But decided to stay quiet.

They nodded.
"Thank you", you said, walking away to your car.

You drove to your house, still thinking about what he said.
'How can he say that?'
'I loved him so much'

You reached your house and ran to your room. Thankfully, your parents weren't home for a week due to their business meetings.

You flopped onto your bed, boiling tears rolling down your eyes.

You never thought he would actually say that to you. You buried your face into the pillow and cried. You loved him so much, and hearing such words from him broke your heart into a million pieces.

Your eyelids got heavier and you slept instantly, dried tears on your cheek.

(Uhh, guys I am sorry...if this kind of doesn't make sense...but uhh...I will upload the second part soon...
You can check my other stories on my profile.. See ya soon!)

(ALSO.... JUST PRETEND THAT NANCY WAS NEVER WITH STEVE)