Shield Me From My Demons (Book 1 in the Shield Me Series)

*Seth's POV*

"I don't care anymore if you hate me; I have to do this." Dean said before he crashed his lips onto mine. I looked at Jon in shock; I never thought he was gay, and I damn sure didn't think he liked me. "Fuck! That wasn't supposed to happen like this!" Dean yelled panicked. Then he hauled ass out of the door leaving me alone with my thoughts.

Roman was still asleep; I will never know how the hell he sleeps so hard. Now that I'm wide awake, I decided to get in the shower.

I let the hot water run over me as I tried to figure what was up with Jon. I never told Jon I was bi; Roman was the only person who knew besides the people in my old school. My family didn't even know. I wonder if Jon knew I liked him; I've liked him ever since our first feud back in NXT.

Everything about Jon is perfect. Jon's eyes are so blue against his tan scarred skin, and his dimples are so adorable. His honey brown curls are untameable and I love that, and that smirk of his drives me insane. Jon's Ambooty is so amazing in any pair of jeans he wears, and what really gets me is that he is so hot and he doesn't even know. He's just a hot sexy mess.

I got out of the shower and got dressed. I pulled on a pair of dark skinny jeans and a Triple H t-shirt. When I walked out of the bathroom, Roman was finally up. I decided not to tell him about Dean. Roman looked at me and grinned. Then he said, "Morning Seth. Where's Jon?"

"Hey Ro, and Jon went out this morning." I said.

"Well where did he go?" Roman asked.

I cleared my throat then I said, "I don't know where Jon went. This morning while you were asleep, Jon confronted me about something and then before I could respond he hauled ass out the door."

"What the hell is up with Jon lately! Jon is fine one minute, then the next he's jumping down everyone's throat!" Roman yelled frustrated.

"I don't know." I sighed. I couldn't tell Roman about Jon. I didn't even know if Jon was really gay; if Jon was it was his secret to tell. I learned that all to well when Cody told the whole school about me being bi.