All The things That Could Go Wrong II Johnny Orlando x Y/n

//2 years later//

I'm falling apart, me and Johnny broke up a few months ago, Yup the relationship everyone thought was gonna last, didn't last. I started talking to this therapist but it just made me think about johnny more. And the argument, our argument.

//Flash back//

"Johnny what is wrong with you why would you do that to me? Why would you-" I said on the urge of breaking down into tears.

"I don't know! Ok I don't know" he yells at me

"It's like you don't, you don't care and I think I need to get fucking used to that" I say I want to cry so badly but I know that won't fix anything.

"You think I wanted to do that? To hurt you like that? I care about you more than you kn-"

"Stop! Johnny just stop, if you cared about me so much, you wouldn't have ruined our relationship just so you could make your Lauren happy, we've been together for more than a year!"

"It's not my fault Lauren doesn't like you anymore" he says to me and that made me flinch I don't know why either, he wouldn't hurt me like that.

"Tell me, tell me why she doesn't like me!" I yell at him

"Because she thinks you're cheating on me with Finn" he says and I just stand their shocked and confused. I look away not wanting to look into his eyes anymore.

"Don't tell me that this is over" I say to him as I feel a tear falls down from my face. I look at him "you believe her don't you?" I ask him

"I'm sorry"

"You fucked up my life!" I yell at him "I left my family for a summer, for you, for us! I traveled away from Toronto, for you!" I look at him as I'm in tears "you messed up my mind Johnny"

"Y/n"

"I'm gonna stop you right there, don't try and apologize, I'm leaving" I grab my grey sweater and my phone and I walk out of his bedroom, in his black Nike sweats, and his white T-shirt.

//Flash back over//

I miss him, I won't even lie about that.

"I've been doing fine without him in my life" I say to my therapist.

"Y/n you don't have to lie to me"

"Fine, I've been getting flashbacks of our fight, and I umm I miss him a lot"

"I know you do" she says to me "y/n you made an entire album about him, and I've listened to it, over and over again" she says and she gets up to sit next to me on the couch. "I know you're still upset, I mean you cried when you were on stage a few days ago, because you were singing that one song what is it called?"

"I think I kinda you know" I tell her

"Yeah that's right" she says. "You cried and your fans noticed"

I zone out as my therapist talks to me

//Flash back//

"I can't believe tonight, I had so much fun and your fans are amazing"

"Our fans" johnny says with a smile

"Our? They're your fans johnny, 99.9% just found out about my music today!"

//Flash back over//

"Earth to y/n have you made it to Neptune yet?" She asks me.

"I think I'm gonna go Charlotte, thank you" I say to her