I hate you (I love you) ?Hitoshi Shinso x Reader?

♡♡♡HITOSHI POV♡♡♡
    
     Is it really okay that I talk to (Y/n)? I don't know what she'll think about this. I told her I was gay...and then to suddenly have interest for girls after meeting her? It would sound like I'm just using her to gain her trust and sleep with her. I think heavily as I walk the halls of UA.
     It's been a few weeks since I talked to (Y/n), but then again, her class has been off at work studies with some heroes (courtesy of Kirishima informing me). Since then, I've started personal training with Aizawa-Sensei. He's been training me to the side, so I've had my own sort of "work study".
     I've gotten stronger. I can already tell. I'm not as slow and heavy on my feet as I was during the festival. Not only that, I've started to use my quirk and better my reaction time. It's all been great.
     But the victory doesn't feel near as great as when training with (Y/n). Then again she was in it for fun....Aizawa-Sensei is in it for results. Two different reasons for my growth.
      I can't wait to tell her how-
      FWIP!
      I quickly duck and jump before grabbing the capture weapon of my teacher before he tugs it, bringing my ass to the floor.
     "You missed one. Do better." Aizawa-Sensei claims, a hidden smug look in his black eyes.
     "Ass." I retort as he offers me a hand and helps me to my feet.
     "But you're not shit like you were a few weeks ago." The hero states as he nods. "Go on, you're not in this room quite yet, Shinso."
     I pause, not being able to stop a small grin. "You think I could get in the hero course?" I ask, hope filling me like air in my lungs.
     "If I could do it, so can you." He remarks with a shrug before returning to his classroom.
     I can be a hero, I can get in this class, Sensei says so. I think with a smile as I look down to my hands before spotting my foot vibrant, lit from the sun's hues.
     "It's a new day with a beautiful sunrise. Anything can happen. Why shouldn't that make me smile?" (Y/n)'s words repeat in my mind as I look out the large windows, indeed seeing a gorgeous morning awaiting.
     She was right, hope is there. I was so stupid for not seeing it. I think as I eye the classroom.  There's hope for me as a hero. Who's to say there isn't for me and her? I think with a smile as I turn to finally head to my class, ideas of talking to my crush on my mind.

♡♡♡(Y/N) POV♡♡♡

     "What do you mean you're not gonna talk to Shinso as much? You hang out with him a lot, almost as much as you do with us." Mina questions as she looks to me while we walk side by side, our favorite drinks in our hands.
     "Well I was hanging with Neito the other day and he pointed out how we've not spent much time together besides for our walks to and from school. I just thought-"
     "Buh buh buh! Stop right there, Babe!" The pink girl interrupts me with a stern look. "Neito, the blond who CLEARLY has a crush on you and is totally jealous you have new friends and not just him. Honey, I don't think he's just saying it because he misses you." She points out, making me sigh and my wongs droop.
     "I just don't know what to do, I'm so happy to have new friends and people to learn from...but I also don't want to lose everything. You guys and Shinso are the only ones I've let myself really be free with other than Neito." I explain before taking a sip of my drink. "I don't think I can let go of Shinso-" I state as we walk into UA.
     "But you don't want to let go of Shinso either?" Mina finishes for me, bringing a nod from me as I look down at my shoes.
     "I want to grow with Hi-Shinso, but Neito needs me. No one understands him like I do." I say before sighing. "What should I do, Mina?" I ask as I finally look up to her.
      She looks at me a bit sadly. "That's up to you, Babes. I'm only here to be advice, not to make the choices." Mina remarks as she gives me a hug. "Just know, me and the boys are here for you."
     "What are you wrapping me into?" Katsuki fusses as he steps behind us, a questioning look meeting my face.
     "What happened to your hair? It looks-"
     "You laugh and I'll toast you until we have chicken wings." The blond growls as I put my hands up in defense.
     "I wasn't going to." I say before a grin meets my face as we walk into the classroom.
     Immediately, Hanta and Eijiro start pointing and laughing at Katsuki.
     "Welp, I'm gonna die." I say before quickly rubbing my hands together before slapping them onto Katsuki's flat hair and quickly flying to the ceiling.
      He shouts profanities at me before realizing his hair is back to it normal look. "Tsk, get your feathered ass down here. I won't kill you today."
     "(Y/n)! Come here!" Eijiro calls, making me fly down to him with a smile before I hug him.
     "Eijiroooo! Hi!" I say as I look up to him. "Wassup?"
     "How was working with Hawks and Tokoyami?" He questions as I sit on his desk, Iida surprising not present yet.
     "It was cool, though my uncle kept saying I wasn't allowed to help Tokoyami figure things out with him." I state, giving a wave to the mentioned teen coming into the room. "It was a good week, I've missed getting to take that much energy out since I've started school." I explain with a grin. Not since I was training Hi-Shinso for the festival.
      "Then I'll gladly start sparring you more." Bakugou claims as he grins at me.
      I can't stop my smile as I meet his gaze. "Deal." I remark before we see Sensei take the podium, us rushing to our desks.
     "Alright, you may be done with work studies, ones I've heard promise from, but you've still just touched the tip of the iceberg. Summer vacation is coming soon." Aizawa-Sensei explains, pausing until the excited chatter ends. "But before that?" He questions, leaving us confused. "You have exams."
      Groans fill the room before the hero glares, silencing them. "They will consist of a written exam and physical exam." Aizawa explains, more cheers erupted. "You have two weeks to study and train."
      I can't wait. I think with a smile as I look at my calendar, excited for the new information of what's to come. This year is still becoming so fun and interesting, I can't wait to see what's next. I think with a smile as I glance around towards my friends.
     I wish Neito and Hitoshi were here.