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{Jake's POV} {One Week in Japan}
I was sitting in the room that was my new bedroom. It was almost the exact same size of my old room at Rosemeadow, so it wasn't that hard to set up my room and get comfortable. "This is amazing!" I loved this new house of ours because it was amazingly comfortable for only have moved in here a week ago. The food here was amazing, the new school I was going to was amazing, the house was amazing, even the clothes here felt more amazing!

It was the best thing ever. "I love this place." I said in Japanese to my mother, Meredith.

She replied back in Japanese. "I'm glad you like it too!"

"My friends at Rosemeadow have been trying to reach out to me." I said in Japanese to her.

"Oh." She didn't sound exactly happy even in Japanese. "Are they giving you that much trouble?"

"They aren't exactly giving me a hard time. Well, no one but... Drew." It was like... he was going crazy and he even made alternative accounts to reach me, but I couldn't bare the pain that would come to me if I started talking to him again. "No, not really."

I then felt my phone go off and it was another notification from Drew on and alt account. I walked into the bathroom in our house, closed the door, and did the one thing I didn't want to do. I texted him back.

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{Drew's POV}
I have been in the worst state ever the past week. I've missed sleep, cried for hours, barely eaten or drank, haven't gone to school, but I have showered. I was waiting for even the littlest of contact from Jake, but I should know by now. "This is my fault, I'm sorry Jake." I thought about giving up, but I messaged him one last time on an alt account and he finally responded. I picked up the phone so damn fast that I almost hit myself in the face with it.

Jake, please talk to me.:

Jake💛: Fine, what's up? Did someone over there die?

"Why's that his first thought?"

Uh, no.:

Jake💛: Then why're you constantly messaging me?

I hesitated on the answer. I kept contacting him because I realized that I have loved him since freshman year, but I was already with Zoey at the time. I just wanted him to be here with me, it did matter how, friends or not.

I missed you and I still do:

Jake💛: I... I miss you too, but I can't just forget that all of this didn't happen between us.

I know, but can we at least talk?:

Jake💛: No, not really

"Wait... what?" I felt tears in my eyes.

Why not?:

Jake💛: I'm sorry Drew.  I just can't do this anymore without hurting myself.

Jake, please.:

Jake💛: I'm sorry, Drew. Please take care of yourself while I'm over here. I'm sorry about this.

... okay,... goodbye Jake.:

Jake💛: I'm sorry, goodbye Drew.