~?love through healing?~ [Hyunlix]

Okay I said I will be posting every saturday.... I mean it now.

teehee

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"Why are you shaking so much hm Lee?" The woman said as she went over to the other side of the small table, sitting next to the trembling boy. Felix just tensed up and moved his hands even more between his legs, pinching his own inner thigh and lifting his shoulders.

"You don't have to be afraid of me hm sweetie? I am here for you and i'll listen to you." The therapist said and moved closer, putting the notebook on the small table as her other hand went to Felix's cheek, caressing it softly. The male shut his eyes tightly as his breath started getting unsteady, the more seconds passed, the more touching he felt from the therapist. Normally he would love skinship, but he didn't like this, he didn't like getting touched by someone that knew almost nothing about anything in his life.

"Just breathe Lee, I won't hurt you." The therapist whispered and continued to caress the younger boys' cheeks, chest and arms until the door burst open and she jumped back.

"He! He was trying to touch me!" The woman yelled out and fastly got up from the couch, leaving the shaking boy by himself, who couldn't even talk or say anything in defense.

"Get away from him." Someone said as the woman got pulled out of the room harshly and Felix tried to stable his breath, holding it so no one would notice him crying. He couldn't show how weak he was, they couldn't see Felix crying. Right?

"Hi little buddy. It's okay, I won't touch you." An angelic voice in a sweet tone said as Felix flinched and finally let go of his breath he was holding so long, pushing his lips together so the sobs wouldn't escape while tears were already running down his cheeks.

He tensed up even more and tried to move away from the voice but got stopped by the arm of the couch, making him let out an unsteady sob. "It's okay, she's gone. Just breathe okay? Follow my breaths, could you do that?" The male said and started saying in and out slowly until Felix's breath was stable.

"You can keep your eyes closed if you want, you can also open them. I'm just going to sit at the opposite side of the coffee table yeah?" The voice said and Felix slowly opened his eyes while focusing on his breath, counting his fingers over and over again until his eyes were open and the male was sitting in front of him.

"Are you alright buddy? What's your name?" The male said with a soft smile and Felix nodded, looking into the eyes of the man as he then shifted his gaze to his hands again. "L-Lee F-F-elix." He quietly spoke and fiddled with his hands again, waiting for a response from the man.

[an// edit; bro- how many times did I let him stutter man- not changing though, take that HAH]

"That's a nice name, I'm Hwang Hyunjin, your new therapist." The male said as Felix let out a soft hum and continued to play with his fingers and rings. "Sorry for what happened earlier, apparently that woman has been making a lot of patients uncomfortable. Did she make you uncomfortable? Everyone here says you're the only one who hasn't complained about her." Hyunjin softly spoke and Felix nodded and sighed, he knew everyone talked about him like a crazy person, everyone thought he was saying bullshit and just wanted attention.

"So... I hear you've been coming for about a month and a half already?" Hyunjin asked and Felix nodded, not looking up or even opening his mouth to say something. He just wanted that hour and a half to be over as soon as possible.

"How far were you in the process already?" The therapist asked and Felix frowned, what process? He looked up with the confused expression towards the therapist, who sighed and smiled. "She didn't help you did she... Do you think what the previous therapist did was helping?" Hyunjin asked and Felix gulped hard, fiddling with his fingers again while shaking his head.