~?love through healing?~ [Hyunlix]

Usually I don't put tw's above the chapter, only in the story description, but I know a few strong people are doing very well right now, so that's why i'm putting it anyway:))

🐥TW: suicidal thoughts, self harm, reliving trauma, blood, asking some1 to die, fainting because of not eating, hospital,.... (Tell me if there are more :) ()🐥

Also check the end before you attack me for writing these hospital scenes😔 i'm not a doctor

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Felix relaxed in Jisung's arms, letting the warm water sooth his muscles down. "Sungie? Why can't Hyunjin be here?" Felix whispered out, tracing his fingers over the older's chest.

"If they know you and him... Are in love, and he's your therapist, then they could ruin everything between you both." Jisung whispered back softly, his hands roaming over the younger's exposed back and waist. "How... How would they ruin that?" Felix asked, a small frown on his face.

"Everyone now thinks he's your therapist, right? Some people probably noticed already you are more than just patient and therapist. They could make Hyunjin get fired from his job, make you go to another therapist, and it'll only make things worse for yourself, baby. They'll think Hyunjin and you faked the whole hypnosis, and see you guys much differently. Instead of seeing a therapist coming up for his patient and telling the judge your condition, they'll see two lovers trying to lie for each other. Does that make sense?" Jisung explained, getting a hum from Felix, who nodded softly.

"That kinda makes sense if I think about it... So, I won't see Hyunjin for three weeks?" The younger asked in a  dissapointed and sad tone, Jisung just smiling with a chuckle. "You still have therapy, maybe you can ask for more therapy now that you're off your medication, I don't think that would be a big deal, and he can still come over when those assholes aren't here, you know." Jisung smiled, getting a small smile from Felix, who giggled and nodded.

"That's a good idea." The younger said, laying his head back against the older's chest, closing his eyes with a sigh. "I'm so tired..." He muttered out, slowly feeling himself drift off to a comfortable sleep. "Hey baby, stay awake for a bit longer okay? We'll dry you off and get you in some comfortable clothes, hm?" Jisung smiled, rubbing his thumb over the covered up freckles.

Felix hummed and nodded, still cuddling deeper into the older's embrace. Jisung made him sit up and quickly got out of the bathtub, removing the swim shorts he was wearing, and dried himself off before changing into comfortable clothes.

"Come here, baby." He smiled and made Felix stand up, wrapping a towel around his torso as well. He dried most of his body off and then placed a small stack of clothes on the toilet seat, placing a kiss on his forehead.

"I'm gonna leave you alone for a bit so you can change, okay baby boy? Tell me when you're done, Sungie's just at the door." Jisung smiled and caressed Felix's cheek once more before leaving the bathroom.

Felix sighed and took off his swim shorts as well, then dried his body off. He put on his underwear and then a large hoodie, before turning to the mirror with a tired expression.

He crouched down and took a few skincare products out of the small cabinet under the sink, but then stopped when he saw a small familiar box, whimpering softly.

"J-jisung...? C-can you come here please?" Felix asked carefully, not moving his hands. He took a deep breath and stopped himself from grabbing the tiny box, and instead closed the cabinet to stand back up, going over to the furthest wall and sit down there, wrapping his arms around his legs.

"Yes baby? What's... Wrong?" Jisung asked, his gaze falling on the boy curled up on the floor. He crouched down next to Felix and placed his hands on the boy's knees, rubbing them with a pout.