~?love through healing?~ [Hyunlix]

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"Could you perhaps tell me how you got here? I see she didn't really fill anything in your file, nor the notebook she had so I can't really go on with what she did..." The therapist said and Felix gulped dry again as his leg started moving up and down fastly, his mind racing, all the thought were flying like little butterflies in his mind, all the memories and flashback.

"M-My friend... J-Jisung." Felix said as tears welled up in his eyes again, his legs both bobbing up and down fastly as his hands pinched each other.

"So you're close with Jisung right?" Hyunjin asked and Felix nodded.

"He's my only friend... The rest thinks i'm insane..." Felix said and muttered the last part, a single tears burning it's way down his cheek, creating a path of sadness and brokenness.

"Who is the rest?" Hyunjin asked and Felix sighed, "You, everyone out there, teachers and students. Even my neighbour." He simply answered and Hyunjin smiled sadly, he didn't know the younger's story totally, only small parts, but knew it wasn't something like I lost my dog or I lost my fish. It was serious.

"I don't think you're insane"

"Yes you do."

"No, I don't."

"Yes you do."

"No. I don't."

"I don't like this." Felix finally gave up and tears threatened to spill out of his eyes once again by the slightest movement, his left hand scratching his right hand palm until a small and tiny line of blood was visible.

"Do you wanna tell me what brought you here? As in not Jisung, but why did that boy say you had to come here." Hyunjin softly asked and Felix sighed, almost shaking his head until he realised the better he cooperated the faster he could leave.

"The therapist said I wouldn't have to repeat it again." Felix said with a voice crack as more tears rolled down his cheek, soft sobs escaping his mouth which were fast covered by his sweater paws.

"Well i'm sorry buddy but i'm also a therapist and she was absolutely not doing her job." Hyunjin said in a soft voice as Felix closed his eyes shut and shook his head, "H-How long- how long until I-I can leave?" He managed to get out between the soft sobs and Hyunjin sighed and smiled faintly, checking his watch. "It's twenty past six, your session ends at thirty right?" Hyunjin said and Felix nodded, gathering all the courage to just bear with it for ten more minutes.

"Are you tired?"

"T-that's not- what a therapist- sh-should care about." Felix said between his heavy sobs, but he had to say, he was actually tired.

"But I do. Are you?" The therapist said and tilted his head as Felix felt all the uncomfort building up in himself.

"I hate this." Felix muttered and hid his face in his sweater paws again, trying to catch his breath and quietly counting the seconds, hoping they will fastly turn into minutes and finally those ten minutes will pass.

"Are you not comfortable?" Hyunjin asked with a frown and Felix nodded, sniffling a few times before wiping away his tears.

"I'm sorry buddy. I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable, what did I do or say to make you uncomfortable?" Hyunjin asked and Felix let out a heavy breath, counting the seconds.

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