OUR LOOP | JJK ?

nineteen

Your heart still pounding.

"Y/n, may I say something?"

"Would you not say it, if I will say no?", You looked down at your toes.

"I wouldn't say it if you will say no.", Jimin said as he continued to look at your nervous figure.

"Then don't say it Jimin.", You bluntly said and got up from your chair and walked out of the library leaving Jimin all alone there.

You hated yourself for doing that to him back then.

And you hate it even today.

~~~

"Congratulations on your
Graduation Day ."

You saw the banner hanged in front of you say.

"Aren't you coming with us y/n?", Yeona asked.

"No you both go ahead.", You shook your head.

"You sure, about not seeing the senior's graduation ceremony?", Haeun asked.

"Yeah Yeah I am. You both better go now or you'll be late.", You waved them a bye.

"As you wish y/n.", Haeun sighed and walked along with Yeona to the College's auditorium.

After they both left, you sat on the bench and looked up at the sky. It was a sky without any clouds.

"Guess, I'm not the only one who's lonely.", You thought and shut your eyes.

You still regret what you did to Jimin in the library and to his innocent heart because you acknowledged that Jimin was a man of words. When he kissed you for the first time it really made you forget about Jungkook's whole existence in your life. He was warm. He was sweet. Moreover, you knew he would never break your heart. Even if it would lead him to sufferings. He would still choose to suffer rather than let you go. This was Jimin's love for you. And you got to feel it when he kissed you. But you cursed yourself for breaking his heart. A tear escaped through your eyes.

You opened your eyes and rushed inside the auditorium. It was empty.

"Probably they're now celebrating at the ground.", You thought and rushed to the college's ground.

You saw a huge crowd of the graduated seniors with their families taking pictures, drinking, laughing.

"How am I going to find him in this crowd?", you nervously thought.

Nevertheless, you walked into the crowd looking all around to find him. You twirled all around, but you didn't found him. After a while you found yourself on the other edge of the ground. You looked around, still no clue of him.

Your eyes dropped. You felt like to cry.

"Y/n?"

You felt as if your soul lightened up with happiness as you heard your name. You flipped and saw him, looking at you with a nonplus look. You ran towards him, tears filling up in your eyes.

"Jimin, what did you wanted to say on that day in library?", You asked in a cracking voice.

"Y/n, do you really want me to-", Jimin shuttered as he widened his eyes.

"Yes Jimin, I really want you to say it. Right now.", You firmly said.

"That day I wanted to tell you that I was so happy to meet someone as brave as you. I wanted to say that no matter how hard the times would be, I would always want to be by your side. Even if you can't promise me a forever, I would still want to be by your side. Even if it causes me pain in return, I would still choose to be with you y/n. I love you Kim y/n. With all of what I am. I love you. And even if you reject me now, I would still be rooting for you from afar. I will always love you y/n and I mean it. ", Jimin said.

"I know and I think I love you too jimin.", You said smilling, with tears coming out from your eyes.

He smiled and embraced you in his arms. Kissed your forehead. Few years dropping from his eyes.

You looked over at the sky, it wasn't empty anymore. Clouds were floating in it. Your lips formed a smiled.

"Guess we both found someone, to fill our void of loneliness.", You thought.

Jimin slowly pulled you away from his embrace.

"Look what I got for you y/n!", He exclaimed excitedly.

"What is it now?", You chuckled happily.

He slowly pulled out a bouquet of white roses from his back and gave it to you.

"Someday I'll be giving you colourful roses but for now accept it.", He looked at you with puppy eyes.

You gently took the bouquet in your hands.

"Congrats Y/n and Jimin!"

You turned your head slightly and saw Haeun and Yeona cheer for you along with the other seniors and juniors.

You and Jimin gave them a smile.

~~~

~Present Day~

You opened your eyes and found yourself lying on the bed. You then checked the time on the clock.

01:38 AM

"Gosh, for how long was I sleeping?", You thought.

"Y/N!!!!!"

You heard Jimin shout your name.

"Gosh he came home at this hour from hospital.", You thought while rubbing your eyes.

You saw Jimin crawl on the bed and reach you.

"Look what I got for you!", He exclaimed excitedly.

You chuckled over his cuteness and his never ending "look what I got for you" saga.

"What is it Jimin?"

He brought a bouquet of red roses, which he was hiding behind his back all this time.

"Happy Valentine's Day my happiness.", He said pulling you in for a hug.

"Oh, Happy Valentine's Day Jimin.", You whispered in his ears.

And then you both slept, hugging each other.

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Author's note

This chapter was so cute!

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