WHAT IF, ALL I NEED IS YOU!? - Taylor Swift

005 | daylight

I can still see it all
Back and forth from New York
I once believed life would be burning red
But it's golden
Like daylight, like daylight
Like daylight, daylight

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BACK TO SATURDAY JANUARY 13th 2023

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"OH MY GOD Taylor that is actually so sweet!" Gigi spoke up after Taylor finished with telling this part of the story. "I missed her so much, I miss her so much! I told her that if she really wanted me she should've shown, but I think that I should have showed it." Taylor said.

"I wrote Daylight July 8th, everyone thinks that it's about Joe, because Lover, London boy and Paper Rings are. But Daylight is about Louisa, I don't think I ever loved Joe like I love Louisa. I don't think I ever loved someone like I love LouLou. Maybe that's why I broke up with him, I still thought about Louisa, a little too much" Taylor told Gigi. "Daylight is a very beautiful song, I like it better than Lover, London Boy and Paper Rings." Gigi told Taylor. "Me too. And The 1 is about her, a lot of songs are about her actually. I'm messed up oh my god!" Taylor rambled. "Taylor, it's okay. Come here" Gigi pulled Taylor in a hug, carefully while driving.

"Honey, we're almost back home. You're continuing with telling me the whole story and we are drinking wine" Gigi decided, Taylor agreed.

The girls are currently sitting on the couch, drinking their wine. Taylor is continued with telling Gigi the whole story. "We were so good together, we went on dates, I would go with her to her OB appointments and hold her hand. I was still going with the Reputation Stadium tour, but I made it work. We made it work. When the tour was done she moved in with me in August, it was very soon but it felt so right. We made a babyroom for the baby. We didn't knew the gender yet, she wanted it to be a surprise so we made it green. I remember that room so good, I still have the crib. But at the end of October something happend, the public sort of found out. We were spotted together and a lot of rumours spread. I was still in the closet, I mean I still am, and I was just so upset. I made sure to love Louisa the same way as always, even though I was really scared of everything. But Louisa became very distant, I really didn't know what happend."

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"LOU IS THERE something wrong?" Taylor asked Louisa. "Nothing is wrong Taylor, I'm just stressed. The baby will come next month if everything goes right, I will become a mom! I feel like I can't do anything these days" Louisa said, her emotions are all over the place. "I'm sorry.." Taylor said, she felt guilty, helpless because she feels like she can't do anything about it. "I'm going to sleep, I love you" Louisa said and gave Taylor a kiss on her cheek. "I love you too" Taylor said. Taylor was deep in her thoughts. Something is happening between her and Louisa. The fact that Tree Paine offered Taylor to go on a fake date with some British guy, to calm the media rumours down about her and Louisa, makes it worse. Taylor wants to do it, but she still has to tell Louisa.

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"IT WAS TUESDAY December 10th. Amaya was almost 3 weeks old by then. I fell in love with her the moment I saw her, she looks so much like Louisa. When Louisa rested, Blake, my mom and I would take care of her. Amaya slept in my arms, and I would sing Safe and Sound to her. I love Amaya, and seeing her today made me realize that I missed her so much too. She is four now, she is so big now! And even though I didn't saw her face. Her hair is the same as Louisa's" Taylor said, and she started crying while she cuddled up to Gigi's side. "Tay..." "I just miss them so much! I know that I ruined it, but she didn't showed that she wanted me so I went on with the date with Joe! It was supposed to be a fake date, but when Louisa broke up with me I went on more, and more, and more until it became a real date! I feel so bad, this is all my fault! I did this to myself and her!" Taylor said while sobbing. "We got in a big fight that Tuesday night, Louisa found out that I went on a fake date for the public. Everything escalated and we broke up that night..."

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Words; 1371
Written; February 24th 2024
Edited; January 19th 2025
Published; September 26th 2024

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