WHAT IF, ALL I NEED IS YOU!? - Taylor Swift

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TUESDAY MAY 21st 2023

⚠️TW: Rape, mentions only! ⚠️

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"WHAT DID YOU just say?" Louisa said in shock. "I'm so sorry Lou." Taylor said. Taylor told Louisa the whole story about what happened when Taylor spoke with Cynthia. "Why is that family always haunting me?! Cynthia is a pain in my ass, Liam bullies Amaya and apparently her husband almost killed me?!" Louisa said frustrated. It was silent for a moment, until Louisa started to cry.

"Hey, Louisa..?" Taylor spoke up, she had not expected that. Louisa curled herself up in the corner of the couch. "I'm sorry. I tried to stay strong, but my head is really fucking killing me. I tried to ignore it. Why is my life like this?" Louisa bawled her eyes out. "I'm only 29! Why do things like this always happen to me! Why can't Liam stay the fuck away from my daughter! Why can't Cynthia leave me the fuck alone! Sorry for my cursing, but why?!" Louisa continued before Taylor could reply.

"My parents kicked me out when I came out to them! I haven't talked to them ever since! They are supposed to be Amaya's grandparents, they are supposed to love me..! They don't even know Amaya exists! I went to Italy to work, to get raped! I raised a child on my own, and she deserves so much better than me! Why did I get all this? I run my own business, I build my own life! But I don't think I can do it anymore..." Louisa sobbed. "I'm always the strong person, for Amaya and for the sake of my life. I don't know how to deal with this anymore. What if I'm a bad mom!" Louisa kept going. "Come here Lou" Taylor spoke up softly, and embraced Louisa in her arms. Louisa continued to sob while Taylor held her tight.

"Louisa, you're a great person. You are a great mom. Amaya is such a sweet kid! She is so wonderful! I missed out on a lot, but when I first saw her again I noticed a lot of things about her. How she talks, how polite she is. You raised her so well! She deserves you, and you deserve her. Don't ever forget that Louisa, you are a wonderful mother and a wonderful human, inside and outside. Please don't ever doubt yourself. You are so perfect in my eyes..." Taylor spoke up, she held Louisa tight to her. Her heart broke a little, having Louisa in her arms like that.

"You build your own life, and you can be proud of that! You have an amazing daughter, amazing people around you. You have your own café, and that is legit so cool! I may be a celebrity and everything, but I look up to you. I am still so stunned how you did all of this, you are so incredibly strong and smart. I believe in you Louisa, I really do." Taylor genuinely said. "I'm always here for you Louisa, I will never leave you again..." Taylor added. "Thank you so much, for saying all that.." Louisa said, she calmed down a little bit.

"It's okay, I mean it from the bottom of my heart." Taylor said. Louisa feels so comfortable in between Taylor's arms, a place she really missed. There was a comfortable silence, both processing what was just happened. Louisa did basically a whole trauma dump, out of nowhere. "Sorry, for all of this" Louisa whispered. "Hey, don't be sorry. It's human, and I want to be there for you" Louisa smiled at Taylor's response.

Louisa felt so happy suddenly, a weird feeling in her stomach. Hold up, those are butterflies. Louisa hugged Taylor tighter, and Taylor kissed the top of her head. Louisa's stomach flipped, all the butterflies who were paused for those 4 long years, just came back. Louisa is loving the feeling. "I'm so happy that we found each other again, I don't know what to do without you..." Louisa spoke up. "Me too.." Taylor smiled. A few minutes later, Louisa was fast asleep in Taylor's arms. Taylor didn't mind, she never wants to let go of this hug.

"Louisa? Lou?" Taylor tried to wake Louisa up. "Huh? Oh my god did I fell asleep again!? How late is it?" Louisa woke up a little bit startled. "It's 12 PM" Taylor said, she chuckled at Louisa's state. "What?! I slept for three hours on you? Why didn't you wake me up!" Louisa said surprised. "You needed that sleep, and I didn't mind. I just really need to pee" Taylor laughed. "Oh my god, of course" Louisa laughed and left Taylor's arms.

Taylor went to the bathroom. Louisa sat on the couch, smiling like a god damn idiot. She ran her hands through her hair and let out a soft sigh. Oh she is so in love with Taylor, they are so in love with each other. Louisa finally accepted it, she is in love with Taylor.

A little later, both the girls sat in the car on their way to pick up Amaya. "You good?" Taylor asked Louisa. "He's dead, he can't crash into me twice" Louisa answered boldly. Taylor rolled her eyes. "I am alright, I don't have a car trauma. I'm honest" Louisa told Taylor.

They arrived at the school and went inside. "Taylor! Mama!" Amaya beamed happy and gave them a hug. Louisa saw Cynthia walking inside, she decided to have a word.

"Louisa! I was planning to talk to you!" Cynthia said full of enthusiasm, what is she planning to do... "Hi?" Louisa answered confused, she wanted to lead the conversation but apparently Cynthia has other plans. "So Liam told me that he and Amaya are friends now!" Cynthia said happy. "Oh really?" Louisa said sarcastically, knowing what Cynthia is up to. "Yes! Like the best buddy's! Did you know I always liked you as a mom friend? We should get coffee sometimes! Do you know Maya's?!" Cynthia suggested.

"Are you really asking me if I know Maya's?" Louisa asked and crossed her arms. "Oh, how silly of me! Of course. Everyone knows Maya's right? We should go there some time together!" Cynthia said, why does she keep trying. It is very obvious what she wants.

"You know what we should? We should stay 6 feet away from each other. Liam bullies my daughter, 
my baby girl is not stupid, she would never be friends with him. I own Maya's, Maya's is the café I created four years ago. Oh and thank you by the way, for the respect you showed towards me when you heard that your husband crashed his car into mines. Thank you for asking if I'm okay. No, actually I'm not okay. I have a bad concussion and you are telling me all of this just because you want Taylor Swift's attention?! Get a life Cynthia" Louisa said bluntly and furious. Cynthia had not expected that, she stared at Louisa with wide eyes.

Taylor saw it happening from a distance, Amaya luckily not because she was talking with a friend. Taylor walked up to the situation. "Oh, hi Taylor." Louisa greeted Taylor when she joined the conversation. "This is my best friend Taylor, I think you two met this morning" Louisa sassed and introduced Taylor to Cynthia. "We did, we have to go Lou. Come on" Taylor spoke, and dragged Louisa away from Cynthia. "Louisa! You are crazy!" Taylor laughed. "Did you hear all that? I was so good!" Louisa matched Taylor's energy. "She looks so dumbfounded oh my god, that was so badass of me!" Louisa continued. "You are so good at arguing! Like the come backs and everything, you always win" Taylor said. It is true, Louisa always has her words ready.

Oh Cynthia, you are so stupid.

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A/N:
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I'm seeing Gracie live in a month omg

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Lots of love, Bella 💁🏽‍♀️🎀

Words; 1364
Written; August 4th 2024
Edited; January 19th 2025
Published; January 16th 2025

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