WHAT IF, ALL I NEED IS YOU!? - Taylor Swift

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SUNDAY MAY 19th 2023

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LOUISA AND TAYLOR just finished breakfast. "Thank you for coming, and that you are going to stay. Amaya will be very happy to see you" Louisa smiled. "Of course, I missed her. I called my mom, she sends all her love for you, she is going to watch the cats" Taylor smiled too. "What surprise songs did you play yesterday? I couldn't watch..." Louisa smirked. Taylor rolled her eyes. "Sparks Fly and Gold Rush" "Those are nice" Louisa said.

"Look, I am sorry about my confession yesterday. It was very bad timed, and I didn't know you and Kenzie are together" Taylor spoke up and looked down. "Me and Kenzie are not together. She said that so she could stay" Louisa let out a small giggle. "Oh" Taylor laughed. She didn't even asked if she could be there, she just barged in. "But even though you guys are not together. I am really sorry, for yelling at you, for literally everything" Taylor spoke again. "It's alright Taylor, I get where you came from. Thanks for worrying about me" Louisa joked a little.

"I really understand if you don't want me in your life anymore. I mean, I still love you Louisa. I still love you the same way I did when I first met you. I never stopped loving you, and Amaya. I really understand if you want nothing to do with me anymore" Taylor said softly. "Taylor, look at me. I want you to stay in my life, I need you to stay. For me and Amaya. I don't feel the same, I am so incredibly sorry... But I want you to know that you are not going anywhere" Louisa told Taylor. "You don't have to apologise, I understand. Thank you for being honest... I need a moment, sorry" Taylor said, and walked out of the room.

Louisa let out a sigh. Thank you for being honest. She wasn't honest. She lied, because she is so terrified. She keeps telling herself that they need to stay friends. For Amaya, and for herself. Why is this so difficult? What is the reason Louisa keeps backing off?

It is 10am, Taylor came back to the room. She just cried, but she expected that answer. She spoke with Blake, and decided to go back. Louisa was asleep, still exhausted from everything that happened in the last 24 hours.

Two hours later, 12pm to be exact. Taylor just got off the phone with Grace. Grace and Amaya will be here any second. "Hey Taylor..." Louisa yawned, she just woke up again. "Hey Lou, perfect timing. Grace and Amaya will be here any second. Grace told Amaya that she has to be very calm. Grace called your phone, I picked up I hope you don't mind" Taylor said. "Of course not, thank you for taking care of it.." Louisa said.

Five minutes later, Grace and Amaya walked in. Normally, Amaya would greet Taylor exited. But now, she walked past her, she didn't even noticed her. "Mama..." Amaya spoke up softly. "Hi baby..." Louisa opened her arms and embraced her daughter. "Are you alright sweetie?" Louisa asked while wiping a tear away. "I was so worried about you, I'm glad that you're okay mama, I love you" Amaya spoke softly. "I love you too honey, I would never leave you" Louisa smiled.

"I just spoke with Taylor Swift over the phone and now she is in the same room as me! I died when I called you and Taylor Swift picked up! Like what?!" Grace whispered happy in Louisa's ear while giving a hug. Louisa giggled. "Thank you for taking care of Amaya" Louisa said. "Of course, thank you for being alive" Grace joked back. "So, Grace this is Taylor, Taylor this is probably your second biggest fan next to Amaya" Louisa grinned. "It's nice to meet you Grace" Taylor laughed, Grace was still in her fangirl moment.

"What's the plan, Amaya can stay with me a little longer?" Grace offered. "Thanks, but Taylor is staying with me so Amaya has her. Kenzie is the boss of Maya's until I'm back, please make sure everything will be okay" Louisa smiled. They continued to chat a little, Amaya told her mom and Taylor about the fun time she had with Grace. Grace told Amaya about the accident yesterday evening after she got the call. Amaya was scared, but glad that her mom is okay.

Suddenly, there was a knock on the door. Two officers came in. "Hello Miss Fuller I'm officer Jack Morgans, this is officer Alexa Green. Can we have a chat with you for a moment?" Officer Morgans asked. "Uhm, sure" Louisa said, and looked over at Grace. "Amaya, how about we get a snack?" Grace told the little girl, Amaya agreed and they left the room.

"We are very sorry about the accident, how are you feeling Miss Fuller?" Officer Alexa Green spoke up. "I'm doing alright, and Louisa is just fine" Louisa smiled polite. "We're here to talk about what happened, and what caused the accident." Officer Morgans spoke. "Go on" Louisa said. "There was a drunk driver, he drove through a red light" Officer Green spoke. "Is he alright?" Louisa asked. Taylor could not believe that. How could Louisa still be sweet, after he crashed into her and is the reason that she is in a hospital bed.

"He died at the scene, Jonathan Anderson." Officer Morgans said. "Jesus, okay.." Louisa spoke. "Did he have any family?" Louisa kept asking. "A wife and a son. But he was going through a divorce, his wife tried to take his son away from him" Officer Morgans told her. "So that was the reason he was drunk, what a dick" Taylor said. "Taylor!" Louisa said surprised. "What?! You could be dead Louisa!" Taylor said back. "I know that, but... -" Louisa stopped her sentence. "Alright I think that this is enough, thank you officers" Taylor spoke. The officers left, and Louisa laid down again.

"You alright Loulou?" Taylor spoke up. "Yeah, my head hurts so much. I'm trying to stay strong for Amy, but it hurts so bad" Louisa started crying. "I'm sorry Lou..." Taylor said, she sat on the chair next to the bed and held Louisa's hand. "Thank you" Louisa spoke. "I'm always here for you, I will never leave you again" Taylor spoke, Louisa smiled and fell asleep.

Grace and Amaya walked back in. "Is mama okay?" Amaya asked, worried. "She is very tired honey" Taylor told the little girl. Amaya walked up to her mom, and gave her a kiss on her cheek. "Hi love" Louisa spoke, she woke up a little. "I have to go back home, and I need to stop by at the café. Should I take Amaya with me?" Grace asked Taylor, but Louisa listened too. "She can stay, Taylor, how about you go back to my house, spent some time with Amaya" Louisa spoke up. "I'm alright by myself, I can't go anywhere and I have nurse Nancy" Louisa smiled. "That's okay, ask Nancy to call me if you need me. Please do that alright?" Taylor said.

"Bye mama, I'll see you tomorrow. Love you" Amaya hugged her mom. "I love you too baby" Louisa said. Louisa said goodbye to Grace and Taylor, they left. Louisa continued her nap, her head is throbbing from pain.

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A/N:
Early update because it's Christmas!!!
Merry Christmas or happy Wednesday everyone!

Thank you for reading! I will see you next Thursday! Don't forget to vote and comment!
Lots of love, Bella 💁🏽‍♀️🎀

Words; 1296
Written; July 20th 2024
Edited; January 19th 2025
Published; December 25th 2024

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