A Journey Of Self - Finding

Sitting on the rooftop a gentle breeze wispered secrets in her ears, and for a moment, she felt a sense of belonging in the vastness of the night. With a sigh she leaned back and admist the chaos of the world
Getting lost in the labyrinth of her mind.
She was perplexed by the autoscopic hallucinations telling that she is worthy.
She was distracted by her own shaky thoughts and the distracted person is me
Chanté.
When I was conceiving how each and everyday felt solitary. At the corner   a white shadowy person was looking at me like she wants to tell me something, I was confused that time. She waved her hand
I felt so exhausted and felt like I will not be able to wave her back. 'Hello!' She said .
I didn't say anything, 'aren't you tired?'
She asked. I felt surprised and relieved that someone finally asked that how am I doing and I told her in a soto voce 'Iam '. She came closer to me
I examine her
Her eyes were almond brown
It felt like there are thousands of secrets in her eyes , her face was not clear .
'What are you doing here?' She asked
'I feel comfortable here, I can feel the wind here, to watch how the stars are twinkling even in the dark vast sky even if iam alone here I don't feel lonely at all' I said.
'You are looking sorrowful,
Have you ever smiled in your life?'
She asked.
"Yes everyday but only to show people that iam happy but to be honest I truely smiled when I was just a little child
I used play with my friends and
Simply enjoying the warmth of  family that time I felt so warm"I told her.
'What memories that brings a smile to your face?'she asked.