A Journey Of Self - Finding

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(Shrug)
"What are you thinking? "She asked
"Um um nothing "(Hesitantly)
Hmm okay
"Isn't it boring and disgusting that how people hate each other just because how they look like how they live". I asked her
It is (sigh)
"Have you ever did that things to other?"
She asked me
"How am I supposed to hate others when I hate myself ".
(Looking down)
"I feel you "she said
"I feel you" this sentence I have been waiting for years
She was just a stranger
A completely unknown person but i don't know how I didn't felt uncomfortable.
I was going on talking with her
The more I talked to her the more I felt lighter.

Then how am I supposed to let it go easily so just to continue the conversation I asked
"How?"
"Sometimes people forgot who they are
They just know the form of themselve that the society has made them"she answered calmly.
You don't hate yourself
You just hate your artificial form that others has made it for you.
    

I Wanted to be loved
Just lov...

I used to think that i have friends
Until middle school it was alr
But when I went to the high school
I felt bad for myself they wanted me just because they felt sorry because I was lonely.
They were quite right (sigh)
I don't feel lonely iam lonely
I don't want anyone to compare me with others.
But my parents do
I do have a sister ofcourse she is strong genius talented ..
They compare me with her
I don't have the personality so what
What should I do? (I started to cry)
Yesterday our results came I didn't got good grade. (She was listening me Silently)
And it is obvious to compare
They do hard work
Yes they do hard work they don't deserve a daughter like me.