WHAT IF, ALL I NEED IS YOU!? - Taylor Swift

010 | conversation

The conversation went quickly. The whole mood shifted. Louisa is not quite sure about what is going to happen. But again, everything for her daughter. Louisa doesn't like it that she had a fight with Taylor again. Taylor would always have a special place in her heart.

A little later Louisa arrived at Blake's with Amaya. Amaya ran off to Betty, James and Inez. Louisa said hi to Ryan and Blake and went to the kitchen where Taylor sat. "Hi" Taylor spoke up. "Hi" "Do you want something to drink?" Taylor asked. "A tea please, a bla—" "Black tea with honey and a little bit sugar? Coming right up" Taylor finished Louisa's sentence. Louisa smiled, Taylor remembered her favourite tea.

After a few, both the girls sat down at the kitchen table in the opposite to each other, ready to start this conversation. "I don't really know how to start this, but maybe we should just ask each other questions?" Taylor spoke up. "Yes okay so, should I start?" Taylor nodded. "Okay ehm, I think I already know the answer but I will ask anyway. Why did you go on the date with the British guy?" Louisa asked, not bothered to say is name. She jumped directly at the big question. This has to be done for Amaya, or else Taylor and Louisa couldn't handle each other. Taylor took a moment before she spoke up. "I felt helpless, I was so scared about the press. I didn't know what else to do, I felt like this was my only option. We became weird, and I needed an out for a day. I wasn't even out to Gigi, or any other of my friends. It is the worst thing I ever did, and I am still so incredibly sorry. I was indeed so selfish" Taylor told Louisa, who listened carefully.

"Did you kiss him? While we were still together?" Louisa kept on. "He kissed me after the fourth date, without my consent. It was more of a peek and I didn't kissed back. It felt so uncomfortable and weird because it was not you. It was the night before the day we split up. I cried the whole night after that kiss, looking at you sleeping peacefully beside me in bed" Taylor told Louisa honest. "Thank you for being honest Taylor. Are you still with him?" Louisa asked. "We broke up three months ago" Taylor said. "I'm sorry" Louisa is actually really not. "It's okay, really. At first he was more a distraction after we broke up, but things became real very soon. I fell out of love with him, he lost me." Louisa took Taylor's words in.

"Why did you push me away?" Taylor asked after a brief pause. "My mind was only on Amaya, her and nothing else. I was tired and stressed. About my future, Amaya's future and I pushed you away. You were absolutely right and that haunts me till today, I really should've showed that I wanted you and only you. I'm so very sorry about that, all you did was love me and go easy on me. You loved Amaya, you helped me in every way possible. I'm so sorry. I tried to hate you, but that was really hard knowing that I was wrong too" Louisa told Taylor genuinely.

"Thank you for telling me" Taylor said. "The worst thing is that I was so mad at you, for going on that fake date. But deep down I understand why you did it." Louisa said. "That doesn't make it okay, I think that we're both wrong, very wrong." Taylor spoke. Right at that moment, Louisa's phone rang. "Sorry I really need to pick this one up" Louisa said sorry. "Of course"

"Hey, every thing okay?" Louisa picked up her phone. Taylor heard a very upset woman on the other side of the phone. "Hey, hey, hey Aubrey, I can't hear and understand you, calm down, what's the matter sweetheart?—— Oh shit —— It's not your fault, you couldn't do anything about it. I will be back tomorrow we will fix this alright? —— It can be fixed Aubrey sweetheart it will be fixed. —— Call Jesse, he is good with those things he will help you, don't stress too much about it. —— No one is dying, it's just a machine —— Good, thanks for keeping me updated. —— I have to go now, I'll call you later! —— I love you too Aubs, bye" And Louisa hung up.

Taylor was wondering who Aubrey is, not that it's her business or anything. Deep down inside, Taylor was jealous. She has absolutely no right to be jealous. She just saw Louisa for the first time again, and she is already feeling something like that. Taylor can't mess up right now, she knows she can't. It is not only Louisa anymore, it is Amaya now too.

"Sorry about that, orange juice machine broke down at the café" Louisa said with a little smile. The poor Aubrey, running the shop on her own for the first time. "So ehm where were we... right, I agree with you, we were both wrong in different ways" Louisa spoke. "I officially forgive you Taylor" Louisa spoke carefully. "I forgive you too" Taylor said. "Just so you know, I don't want to be friends or anything. I just want to be mutual for Amaya" Louisa added, what made Taylor gulp. She knew that that was the case, but she still hoped for a little friendship.

"I have one more question" Louisa spoke. "Go on" Taylor said curious. "I find The 1 very suspicious" Louisa said crossing her arms waiting for Taylor to answer. Taylor laughed, guilty. "I'm not answering that question! But you should know, Daylight is about you" Taylor said. "Really?! I hated that song because I thought it was about Joe! I am so honoured!" Louisa spoke. "I wrote in on the night I asked you to be my girlfriend." Taylor said smiling. They are both glad to have a normal conversation again.

I'll tell you the truth, but never goodbye - Daylight, Taylor Swift.

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A/N:
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Words; 1447
Written; May 4th 2024
Edited; January 19th 2025
Published; October 31st 2024

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