Lucky One -- Twice FF

It's been two months since my birthday and things have been busy. We are preparing for another comeback even though the last one was barely two months ago. Plus, we are still working on the Japanese debut. It's honestly been a lot to prepare and learn since the year started because on top of that, I still have school work to worry about at the end of the day. It's not a surprise that my rank in class has dropped recently with all the other things I have to deal with. Not to mention that I have not talked to my parents in literally 5 weeks due to the schedules. My mom calls, but I'm always too tired or too busy to answer. So all she gets is a "sorry I'm busy. I'll call you later. " text, and then I never call back. It sucks, cause I've had to do the same to other family members and friends. Hell even to my few friends here in Korea. I've literally been with my members and them only. 

I love them but, it's exhausting. 

All I want is a day to myself and myself only.

I just want to be alone for a few hours.

Is that too much to ask for? Well, apparently in this industry, it is.

On the bright side, two more songs I wrote got approved for the upcoming comeback. Even better news, I'll get to help direct and produce both of them! Due to the trouble I caused back in LA during KCon I had been unable to direct and produce my previous songs. Turns out that Nayeon and Jihyo knew it wasn't much of a punishment for me to have limited phone privileges and time with friends but didn't want to be cruel and convinced the managers to agree to that. So, I was supposed to produce the tracks but once they figured out that wasn't exactly a big deal to me the managers took it up on themselves to up the punishment. Hence why I missed out on it. Which sucked big time because it was three songs that got accepted. To say I was pissed when I wasn't allowed to produce even one of them would be an understatement. It wasn't just that I wasn't allowed to help that upset me but also knowing I'd miss out on extra income from being credited as a producer. It wouldn't have been much that I'd get but still. Money is money.

But it's okay because now I can and I have to focus on that for now.

We just finished recording the title track yesterday which was interesting considering JYP himself wrote the song and directed it. He is always very detailed about it. Makes it a little intimidating to be in the booth to be honest. Thankfully my turn went pretty smoothly with little to no mistakes. Not good enough to be complimented but still good nonetheless. 

I was currently in the dance room with some members  catching up on school work as we waited for the last few members. Practice wasn't set to start for another 30 minutes so a few of them went out to eat. I had decided to come early for vocal lessons and to get some school work done before practice. 

"What are you doing?" Momo asked as she took a seat next to me on the floor. Yes I was doing my work on the floor. Don't judge me. The floor is much more comfortable.

"Math," I replied trying to work out the same problem I had been stuck on for the last five minutes. One thing I figured out as soon as I started school here was how far ahead they were compared to the states. While my friends were barely learning algebra I was learning pre-calculus. Thankfully I had always been an advanced student back home but it was still a pain to catch up with the rest. 

"I give up," I said tossing my pencil into the book and laying back on the floor.  Momo laughed at me. "I need Nayeon unnie. Unless you could help me?" I questioned, looking at her

"I wish I could but you're on your own with that. Try asking Mina," She said nodding at Mina who was sitting on the couch.

"Mina unnie!" I called out and she looked over to us. "How good are you at math?"