From Forced to Something Real

「Felix's POV」

The all too familiar dark room appeared in front of me again. I was tied up to a chair as I heard the door behind me creak open. Someone came in and said, "Ah, I see that you've woken up already, doll."

I trembled in the chair, 'Wake up Felix! Wake up! This is all a nightmare!' I thought frantically, trying to wake myself from this torturous nightmare. The man walks into my view and leans in, inches away from my lips. He was about to connect our lips before I turned away and kicked him. The man fell from the kick, and he turned red with anger. He got up and went over to me and slapped my face hard. "Behave you fucking bitch!" He spat out.

"W-where's my b-boyfrie-" I tried to say, knowing what was going to happen next, as I've had this nightmare more than once.

The man chuckled and looked behind me, then I heard my ex-boyfriend's voice. "Right behind you darling." This event happened before we broke up, so he was still my boyfriend back then.

I whipped my head around and tears blurred my vision, rolling down my cheeks. "W-why...?" Was all I could get out.

"Why?" He said. "Because you owe me. And you promised me that you're all mine, and that I could do whatever I want to you." He said with a smirk on his face.

"I-I didn't mean this! Babe, I told you that when we first started dating, I didn't think that you'd do this to me! Babe, please, help me!" I cried out, pleading him. Knowing that I wouldn't receive any mercy or help.

"I thought that being the son of mafias would make you strong, and nothing would make you become this weak, but... You are so weak, Felix. You've become so weak after falling in love with me, you don't even know the real me yet." He said, chuckling. "I guess love really does make you weak, it's a useless emotion that we feel." He said, pursing his lips.

I sat there feeling helpless, and I knew what was going to happen. He opened his mouth and said, "Alright Gabe, he's all yours now. Do whatever, I don't care." Then he turned around and left.

Gabe started touching me as I tried and resist him. He ripped off my shirt and started pulling my pants and boxers off. Then he undressed himself. The pain and torture I felt and received during those hours were unforgettable.

"Felix, Felix! LEE FELIX!!"

I sat up quickly, finally waking up from that horrible nightmare that I just couldn't seem to get out of my mind. I was panting, trying to catch my breath as a sweat bead rolled down my neck. Minho rubbed my back to comfort me, "Lix, are you okay?" He asked worriedly.

"Y-yea... I j-just had a nightmare..." I stuttered out.

I didn't tell anyone about what happened that night. Not even my mom when she was alive, and Minho. I didn't speak of it ever. That was when I got raped. Not only did I lose my virginity to my scumbag ex and his friend, but it traumatized me for life. This happened 3 years ago, yet I still can't forget about it. I hadn't had this nightmare for weeks, and I got it today.

"Father told me to wake you up and tell you to wash up, change into a nice outfit, then pack whatever you need and meet him outside." Minho said as he was getting up and leaving my room.

I nodded and gulped. After he left my room, I took a shaky breath and got up to go to the bathroom. 'Calm down Felix, it's fine... He has fled the country already, he's gone.' I thought, trying to calm myself down as I started undressing myself. I hopped into the shower and turned the water on.

I felt the hot water hitting my skin as I stood there. I sighed and started applying my shampoo onto my hair and body, cleaning myself off. After I finished taking a shower, I wrapped a towel against my waist. My hair dripping wet and water droplets rolling off my skin

I wanted to wear something casual, so I picked out a loose-fit wide leg, light wash jeans, and a big plain white t-shirt which I tucked into my jeans and pulled out a little to make it a bit loose. Then I styled my hair and sprayed my favorite perfume on. Checking my reflection one last time in the mirror before I went and put on my white socks and panda Nikes.

I almost left my room before I remembered Minho telling me to pack whatever I needed. I turned back into my room and started packing everything essential. After I finished packing (A/N: Time skipping because I'm lazy, and lost motivation for this scene) I grabbed my Louis Vuitton duffle bag and started heading out of the mansion. 'Why do I have to pack my stuff?' I wondered as I walked towards the front door.

When I went outside the mansion, I saw my father waiting at the front gates for me. I ran up to him and stopped 3 feet from him. "Father, why do I have to pack my stuff?" I asked, curious.

"Because you are going to move in with Hyunjin to collect more information from them." My father said sternly.

"What?! But I don't want to live with them!" I yelled. I felt angry, I couldn't believe that my father would do all of this to me just so his plan could work.

"Do not yell at me, Felix. I know what's best for you, and this will help us become closer to being the strongest Mafias in South Korea." My father said, getting into the car.

I sighed, frustrated. I went into the car and soon enough the car started. And the whole way there, I stared out the window of the car, watching the scenery pass by quickly. The car ride to Hyunjin's house felt like it lasted for hours, but it only took an hour before we arrived. Mr. Hwang, and Mrs. Hwang were standing outside their gigantic mansion. I was awestruck by how beautiful their mansion looked.

I got out of the car and my father walked with me towards Mr. and Mrs. Hwang. "Felix, are you excited to move in with us?" Mrs. Hwang asked.

I stared at the house, and nodded. I was upset about moving out of the Lee mansion, but Hyunjin's mansion was gorgeous, and I loved it.

"Thank you for letting Felix move in with you guys." My father said.

Mr. Hwang just nodded at him, and turned towards me. "Well, Felix, why don't we head inside now?" He asked.

Mrs. Hwang took me inside the mansion. It was even more beautiful on the inside. There was a huge golden chandelier hanging in the middle of the house, and there were so many art pieces hanging on the walls. Mrs. Hwang gave me a tour of the mansion, and said that if I ever needed help getting somewhere, just ask Hyunjin. Finally, she walked me to a room. Opening the door, I saw Hyunjin sitting on his bed, scrolling through his phone before looking up. Mrs. Hwang left me standing there and left saying, "Good luck dear."

I walked into what I assumed was Hyunjin's room. The walls were black, and there was a wall window letting the sunlight shine through the room. There were paintings hanging on the walls, and they looked beautiful. Hyunjin's bed was probably a California king-sized bed. I noticed that everything in the room was almost all black. I was so lost into the beautiful room that I didn't even realize that Hyunjin was standing in front of me. I walked into him, and it snapped me out of my thoughts.

"What do you think your doing?" He asked me, staring straight into my eyes.

For some reason, I got flustered and started picking on my fingers. "I-I, um.... Your mother led me here." I said, cursing myself for stuttering.

He chuckled, "Do I scare you?" He asked, amused.

"No, you don't scare me." I said confidently, looking up at him.

"Then tell me, why are you here?" He asked.

"I am moving in with you, and I'm guessing that I'll have to share the same room as you." I said, now adverting my gaze from his.

He stood silent for a few seconds, "What did you just say? Living with me?! Sharing the same room?!" He yelled at me before storming out of the room to go find his mother.

I watched as he left. I wasn't sure what to do, so I decided to start unpacking. Placing my things on a random table, and grabbing my clothes and opening his closet. I shoved his clothes aside and made space for my clothes, I put my clothes in his closet, and started organizing my other stuff. I heard some yelling coming from downstairs. I sat down on a comfy-looking couch, and pulled out my phone.

A/N: Hope you enjoyed this chapter. Sorry about this chapter being mostly about Felix. Some parts are difficult for me to write. Hope it's not too bad.