What Are You Doing? | M. Danielle x Reader

HOLD ME

"Huh?" I hummed.

I tried to slowly push her off me but Dani suddenly mumbled... "H-hold me".

I gulped a bit embarrassed. Holding Danielle felt more like a reward to me. When I was good then I deserved her love. But since I hadn't been so...

I hesitated.

"Hold me!" Danielle suddenly whined.

I quickly wrapped my arms around her and held her close.

"Are you okay?" I asked.

Danielle shook her head and took a deep breath. "I just suddenly realized everything we've been through. I remembered everything and how it felt and how worried I was about you and a little bit about myself," She started to mumble.

"Is that bad?" I gulped.

"No," Danielle looked up at me.

"It's just crazy... how much we've loved each other this whole time..," She nuzzled her head into the crooks of my neck.

I smiled to myself and kissed the top of her head.

"Yeah, guess so," I took a deep breath.

- Danielle POV -

I couldn't really put my emotions into words. I wasn't really scared of my emotions or saying the words. I was just scared of having to relive it.

"Hey," I slowly crawled on top of Y/n.

"Yeah?" Y/n still looked a little lost.

I gave them a small smile and started to pull Y/n's shirt off. I took my own shirt off and snuggled into Y/n neck.

I wanted to feel how I felt the first time we slept together. Not the first time we slept in the same bed, but the first we actually slept together.

I wanted to remember how safe I felt in Y/n's arms. How nice it felt that I would never have to worry about Y/n not being okay again. How good it felt to be loved by someone I loved so much.

"Umm," Y/n probably didn't understand what was going on.

I didn't understand it myself.

My body was just acting on its own.

"Skin to Skin," I sighed of relief once I felt Y/n's skin on my mine.

"You must be very stressed," Y/n's gentle hands ran around my back.

"I'm sorry if I'm the cause of it," Y/n's soft voice was putting me back to sleep

"Mhm," I rubbed my cheek on Y/n's shoulder.

"You're not at fault. But I would like it if you could pull your own weight for a little," I whispered.

"I promise. From now on, I will. I don't want you to worry while you're away," Y/n's words were reassuring.

I knew I was probably the only one who could get Y/n to promise something like that. Y/n didn't like to make promises they couldn't keep. They liked to keep their stress low and others' expectations very minimal.

You could say that promise eased my emotions a bit... but there was one more thing that could get me to relax...

"Hey, Y/n?" I exhaled deeply.

"Yeah?" Y/n kissed my nose.

Considering how that one picture made me feel...

Considering how much memories it brought back...

Considering that I was still by Y/n's side even though we both acted like we didn't want a real relationship between us.

Because of all that, what I said next just felt right...

"Will you please take me back?"

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Author's Note: Should Y/n and Danielle get back together?