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⚔️ I'll take my revenge⚔️
I want to die.
I want to die.
I want to die.
I should've died instead of her.
Yeah, I think that way I could had get over from this guilt. It's suffocating to live in my own skin. I want to free from this, but in all that chaos I found myself asking one question.
What will I gain?
Peace? The very peace I cruelly took from the two women of my life whom I held so dear?
No, I don't deserve this peace. I only deserve one thing and that is death. But guess what? I'm so hypocrite that I'm fucking coward to take my own life, while I killed an innocent.
My Isa.
I clutched my hands around the steering wheel as my eyes started to blur from the tears.
She didn't deserved this shit.
She didn't deserved me. She didn't deserved a boy who was so coward from his dad threat that he killed his love.
Love.
I spoke with Varun about it, and I'm thankful he didn't pass judgment on me. By now, he must have admitted her to a hospital. When she regains consciousness, I wonder if she will still love me as fiercely as she does now or if her feelings will have changed? I let out a mirthless chuckle.
Are you fucking idiot or what? Why would she love a monster like me, you are a cheater, don't ever fucking forget that. Cheaters, and murderers are not meant to be loved.
