Never alone Again (Carl Grimes X Male Reader Oc)

With my katana on the seat next to me and my gun in its holster, I made my way to the sanctuary. It was just midnight, and I knew it would take me a while to drive there, but I need to come back before anyone notices I'm gone. With how Carl always sleeps, he's probably gonna be out until late morning.

I found the car I was looking for a while back. I had poured in enough gas to get me there and back. Yes, I had stolen it from Alexandria.. I had broken the back window and opened the door from inside, and within a minute, I turned it on and I was able to make my way to the sanctuary. I've always known the car was there, from the first time we went on a run. Back with Aiden and Nicholas. It was just outside of view from the front gates. I guess I never said anything because I might needed it. And that's exactly what's happening right now..

It felt strange leaving Carl and everyone behind. I knew I was gonna come back, well, hopefully at least.. but I can't have anyone know what I'm about to do. I did prepare myself for whatever was coming, and I still knew how the sanctuary looked like from the inside and how I'm supposed to get there from when they abducted us. My mind was focused. I couldn't stop feeling angry. Angry about the fact he killed Glenn and Abraham and also about the fact he threatened to hurt Carl. And there's nothing in this world that will stop me from trying to keep him safe..

And that's what I'm gonna do..

I slowly let the car come to a stop as I recognized the way to the sanctuary. It wasn't that far anymore, and I didn't want to be seen sneaking in. So I guess it's walking from here on out.

I did decide to leave my katana in the car, though.. I took the gun, my knife, and a rope with me. I can move more quietly and smoothly without my katana. But it was fine, as I said, I came prepared. I brought it along for any inconvenience with the infected. I have my gun in its holster anyway, but I'll probably not use it as it makes too much noise. Just for emergencies. Though I had my knife next to it, and something else that no one knows about.

Since we've arrived at Alexandria, I've been working on something. And it's been ready for a while now. I've been able to put a small knife in the bottom of my left shoe. And when I hit my heel against a solid object, a small button will be pressed, and the knife will come out on the front. I guess it's something that no one expects, and that makes it a really good weapon, but.. I'm not here to kill anyone today. I just want to talk to Negan. Even though I'm angry about everything that happened, I'm not gonna make everything worse. I think..

I arrived at the sanctuary while hiding in the woods, trying to see where I could enter without being seen. Lights were on in some windows, and if I listened closely, I could hear people talking in the distance. I thought of a plan in my head before finding the right spot and moment to make my way in.

And I did so with success..

I climbed over the part of the fence that wasn't guarded. It didn't take me long to get over it because I used my jacket for the barbed wire on top. I knew no one could see me, and all I had to do was be quiet enough so no one could hear me either. After I jumped the fence I ran towards the building. I looked up and knew that Negan's bedroom was in one of the windows halfway to the top, but I've already seen an opportunity to climb up. I know it was gonna be really dangerous, but I needed to do this. I just wanted to talk to Negan..

I climbed and I climbed. I jumped from the wall to a windowpane. I lifted myself up and looked inside only to infact see an empty room that was Negan's. If he was inside, it wouldn't have mattered, but he wasn't. I pulled myself up and opened the window fully. I climbed through and looked around the room. I sighed, feeling a bit relieved that nobody had seen me. I turned back around to the window and tied the rope around the radiator so I could climb out easier than the way I came in. Even if they tried to remove the rope, I'd be faster down than they could. After I did so, I quietly walked towards his bed, leaving the window slightly open. I sat down and waited for him to come in. I don't care how long it takes. I need to do this..