The Sufficiently Large Amount Of Random Disventure Camp Stuff (The Hexalogy)

(TW: Mentions of suicide and self harm)

- Raul started to have depression after getting adopted by Monroe and Felicity.

- He distant himself from his classmates everytime he goes to school since he is still upset about the bullying including the part when the bullies broke his dog key chain.

- He tries to be happy, but fails miserably.

- His depression got his teachers worried about him and his mental health and they tried to do whatever they can to help him out.

- He have dreams of killing himself multiple times whenever he goes to sleep.

- He often draws very disturbing arts about him killing himself in more ways than one.

- He cries himself to sleep every single night due to his dad and his girlfriend's poor treatment towards and it still haunts him to this day.

- The reason why about those dreams was because he didn't want to deal with the pain that he use to anymore and he just wanted to kill himself for existing and being a burden to everyone.

- He did tried to kill himself 19 (now 20) times but his adoptive mom stopped him and he stop doing suicide himself after they caught him doing for the 20th time.

- After the 20th attempt of suicide, he vented his feelings about all of the pain that he is suffering with by saying that all he wanted was to be loved since he's capable of love, just like everyone else since a child was born into this hellishly cold world and brought into the hands of his own father disliking his own son because he was slowing him down, and he knew that there are other kids who have suffered the same fate as him, cast aside since they were not taught right or wrong and he was going to protect his bunny plushie (his dad's girlfriend ripped it as a punishment for breaking the plates by accident.) from his and his girlfriend, his bullies and the world because they have a bond that no one can break, not even his dad.

- He even mention that his dad can not longing in his eyes to crave for his father's love, the one he was hoping for in his life but he knew why, it was because that they were scared of him and yelled out the words "SO YOU NEVER TRIED TO FIX ME?!". He had a breakdown after saying that word and he had more emotions than he had felt in years and said that it's a parent's responsibility to teach their young, to prepare them for the real world, but here's the real world. The real sick, filthy world that he was brought into, he even told his moms about how he could not even count on how many times he has cut himself with many resources throughout his abandonment, but he didn't.

"Why did I hope that I will be set free by you two after getting adopted? Do I somehow value my life, just to continue on being abused and neglected? No... I did not kill myself because I realized that... I was already dead" - Raul.

- He felt dead, not physically dead, but emotionally, mentally and psychology dead, it may confuse them but it's the truth. He felt from the moment that his dad left him on the streets all alone, his dad's girlfriend's abuse towards and the moment that he was kidnapped and raped by a serial rapist. This got his adoptive moms very sad after hearing everything from their adoptive son, especially Felicity who started sobbing and crying and she hugged Raul by calling him her baby.

- Monroe decided to call his school and told them about everything and his principal suggested that he should take a break from school for a few days while they build a therapy class for him and other kids who went through the same pain as him, which his moms agreed to.

- After he took break from school for a few days, he came back to school and he signed up for therapy class and he manage to get better overtime but he knows that he is never going to be the same again.

(If you're ever feel suicidal or depressed, please tell your loved one or an adult to call suicide hotline and remember that you are not alone. Please do not make decision that you might regret forever and your actions may affect your loved ones in the process, do not do something that you might regret.)

(Thank you)