The swift girls said goodbye to Marta and all of ell's Italian friends. Taylor is still confused a lot about the whole uncle trail situation, but Ell seems like she couldn't care less.
They have been in LA for about a month now, it's about October and the last leg of the eras tour is about to start. How will they cope with distance?Ell's pov
I'm studying a lot these days, Trav has been around a lot lately, and I love it. Travis is such a sweetheart and super funny, we are enjoying a lot mocking Taylor, I don't think she has fun as much as us, just small details.
"guess who's backkk" Travis storms in my room with a giant box of lego that I assume they just bought, I can hear taylor from downstairs screaming something about the fact that I'm studying and that he shouldn't disturb me. Oh and also that we are like kids and that she will go crazy with us two. "Don't worry mommy we'll be good" trav screams, I can hear from upstairs her laugh; we head downstairs and I hug the one that's always with me in every situation.
"Soo you're studying a lot these days, have you guys decided what will you do with school?" Trav asks while he's opening the big lego box with Taylor
"Yeah we opted for me to continue school online at least till the tour is over, then we will see what to do"
"Ell is still taking some of her italian classes, but we added a lot of english lessons about important topics that she needs to know in case she will want to start an american school" taylor adds
"Woah lot's of stuff we have here"
"Yup I like studying" trav laughs patting me on the head, he does it a lot, so annoying.
"We love our clever girl" we start to build our lego and chatting about everything and nothing.
We had lunch together and then Tay and Trav went to take a nap, that's what they said. I'm not that stupid lol. I take advantage of the fact that they will be occupied for at least an hour so I start playing the piano. Staying with Taylor and watching her compose completely out of the blue is giving me a lot of inspiration, I'm working on some of my own songs. I don't want to tell taylor about this, yet, tho.Trav's pov
I'm hugging my girl, the girl I hope will be in my life forever. The woman I hope will be in my life forever.
She's been stressed a lot these weeks with the start of the new leg of the tour, I don't want to make her worry more but I really think Ell's not having that good of a time, she got a lot skinnier than this summer. Tay probably hasn't noticed since she saw her everyday, but for me that I've not seen her for a month was easily visible.
I'm going to talk to her, but first I have to be sure about this.
She fell asleep in my arms I cuddled her for half an hour now, but I really can't relax now, this thing about Ell is bugging me a lot, I'm going to talk to her now.
I gently get out of bed trying not to wake Taylor up, and I go downstairs where there is Ell playing the piano and singing a song that I don't recognize. She stops immediately when she sees me and greets me.
"Hey ell" she smiles "hi trav, already done with napping" she says napping with a different tone, an ironic tone "oh you shut up" I laugh
"I need to talk to you about something, quite important"
"Go on"
"I'm going straight to the point, ells, do you have an eating disorder?" She stays silent "you don't have to explain yourself hun, I just need to know so I can help you" she glances at me and I can see fear in her eyes
"Is that bad that someone can notice?" I hug her "yes ells it is"Ell's pov
The only thing I'm thinking about is that if Travis knows this so does Taylor. And I really don't want to give her more worries now, she's already enough stressed with tour
"Travis"
"No she doesn't know" he immediately answer without even giving me time to ask
"Can we not tell her?" Please please please
"No honey we gotta tell her, she can help you lots more than I can" I don't feel embarrassed at all about Travis knowing this, he's becoming like a dad for me.
"So what are we gonna do?"
"Can you tell her?'' I ask
"Yes but I think you should do it" he's right, I nod.
"Can you stay with her while I tell her?"
"Sure, I go wake her up?" Woah right now, I was planning on tell her in at least a few days. Travis doesn't even wait for an answer and goes picking taylor, he lift her like she weighs nothing gently waking her up and taking her downstairs. I really don't want to give taylor any more worries."I'm sorry tay"
"I'm going home so you two can talk alone" travis says giving quick kisses of goodbye to the girls.
There is silence in the room.
"Are you mad?"
"No sweetie I'm not, I'm just trying to figure out how. I really thought we were past this since Italy, why didn't you tell me before?" The blonde one asks with a tone that is a mix of disappointment and worries
"Sorry" her deep brown eyes are full with tears that she is trying so hard to not let go.
Taylor opens her arms for her daughter and hugs her, trying to reassure and giving the girl the possibility to let out all. The blonde one is gently caressing the brown head while tears are silently trickling from both of the girls eyes.

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I remember it all too well-taylor swift fanfic: T saves a teenage girl from hell
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