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promise ✰ laufey
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october 14, 2024. that was the day that i died, and was somehow sent back to the past.
october 20, 1999. i was sent back to the past, in order to correct the future and prevent my death from happening, but instead of saving my own skin, i saved someone else.
[name] gracefield. god... it feels like i've already said her name a million times already.
what made he so special amongst the other people that i had in my life?
what made me so drawn to her?
i liked her because she was beautiful, the mysterious girl that no one really knows.
i liked the mystery. or at least that's what younger me would've said.
until i actually got to know her better.
she wasn't just beautiful. she had a good sense of humor, she's smart and witty, and she's very fragile and delicate— the kind that would make you want to take care of her.
but above all, she loved me. she loved me, wade wilson.
that's probably what made me want to go back to her over and over again. yearning for her love, and finally receiving it at the very end.
i couldn't help but wonder why i kept ending up in the same month over and over again.
october. in all honesty, it didn't feel like a curse, but rather a blessing.
then i realised. that was when i truly fell for her, back when i was nothing but a young and stupid teenage boy.
i wish i could stay in october forever.
now, things are different. i'm grateful for that. maybe not so great for me, but all i could really ask for is for her to be happy.
and i'm glad she is, right now.
her smile lit up the world like it's the fourth of july, at least it did for me, my world.
she truly matured, overtime. her features were a little more sharper, but they still held that familiar kindness in her gaze.
